wednesday~

today journey..
not bad lar..
today din go my mum shop at all..
at home sleep nia..
till time to go tuition os dun wan wake..
haha..
my bi teacher change d..
but not wat i guess de..
but the new teacher not bad oso lar..
she so weird o..
she told tht she scared sangeet..
omg..
she shouldnt say so..
but we noe she jk lar..
coz sangeet always talk to pn. susheela got duri wan..
tht y the teacher feel shock wif sangeet attitute..
hope she is gud..
coz i dun lik lame n always giv hw de teacher..
hate it..
hope she will b a fun teacher for us..
haha..

tuition time..
omg..
1st time need to go out n do the peruntukan thing..
i do fast..
but my writing so cacat man..
haha..
but i do correct lar..
i din do wrong..
haha..
the class was cool for the begining..
but getting hot after tht..
dun i sick or wat..
haha..

today din get any result..
tml mayb..
haha..
cant wait to get..
haha..
hope no fail anymore..

at nitez..
ntg to do lor..
normal..
haha..

i getting lazy n lazy edi..
omg..
die d lar..
haha..
my hw all lazy to do d..
haha..
goin long piak soon..
haha..

today sensei azumi tell us tht UM got activities for japanese language wan..
i wan go..
hope it is on study time..
so i can go..
haha..
or mayb on sunday..
haha..
my mum say i can go if not on saturday..
i hope not on staurday..
haha..

time to oi oi..
nitez.

tuesday~

today..
okok lor..
tuition cancel..
mr gilbert tan fall sick..
luckily i din say anything while msg him..
haha..
hope he can recover soon..

i get few sub de result edi..
quite happy wif it..
juz got 1 failed for now..
i get..
MATHEMATIC =96
SCIENCE =63
PERAKAUNAN =87>83
B.MELAYU =66
EKONOMI ASAS =30

omg..
i thought i wan pecahkan my rekod..
so tht my report card for form 4 all blue pen..
mana tau..
ea get red for this time..
but ok lar..
i stil satisfied wif my mark..
haha..

tml get other sub sumore..
hope no fail nemore..
abo sure..
pecah pecah rekod..
haha..


there no need any answer nemore..
there is the ending..
~wen~


ah wei..
gambateh lor..!
=)..

sunday~

owh..
today..
not lik those sunday b4..
no work..
mayb is wat the oldest say is true..
6 month of lunar calendar not suit to married..
so no ppl married..
tht y so free..
but..
my parent plan to close up the shop after few month or 1 year sumore..
no comment of tht..
haiz..
the c2p penceroboh make my life change..
dun noe gud or bad..
haiz..


i hav told him tht my feeling more then 50% die d...
i dun really noe is true or not..
haiz..
i dun hope he dun wan study..
haiz...
i oso dunnnoe wat i wan now..
i dun wan coz of me do tht..
coz it not worth it..
n he will regret..
wat i should i do..?
did i stil love him..?

there is no answer for me..
when i chatting wif him there is the same feeling when i b wif him..
izit coz i can chat wif him lik b4 so i am happy..?
no worry..?
or my feeling really die edi..

god.
plz help me..
i got no answer for tht..
plz god help me..

~wen~

friday~

day b4 today..
wed exam..
got 3 sub..
BM, BI n MORAL..

tuesday..
SAINS, MATH, SEJ N EKONOMI ASAS..

today is last day of exam..
got 3 sub..
add math, akaun n pjk..

today so c2p..
4get to bring my add math tuition file bac home..
luckily api help me take bac..
thx api o..
=)..
but i go tuition hard to study o..
coz no note..
luckily yean may share wif me..
thx yean may..
=)..

today quite happy o..
at last exam finish..
i am so happy coz i noe my math objective get all correct..
i am happy o..

i hoping i wont failed any sub..
coz i wan to pecah rekod..
dun noe god will help me or not..

god plz help me..
help me not to worry so much..
thx god..
=)..

omg..
i blur blur wif him again..
wat i supose to do..
i ask few ppl to advise..
i keep saying non sense..
but my heart think of other thing wif wat i say..
so sad o..
wat i can do..

y i so angry bout him b4 this..
izit..
coz of his word..
too rude..
mayb coz he hurt ba..
coz i noe him..
i noe his attitude..
=)..

wc kor help me again..
thx kor..
u always there to help wen..
i am happy to hear wat kor say..
kor r the 1st 1 to say so..
=)..
thx kor so much..

monday~

today not bad lar..
japanese class had canceled..
we last minute oni noe..
but ok lar..
still ok..
=)..

evening go tuition..
then bac..
then do house work..
din do homework..
exam is on wednesday..
die date is coming..
XP..

i today at class keep on dreaming o..
i keep on think bac..
y ar..?
mayb i stil miss him..
he wont b 4get by me..
this is my promise..
alien will always alive in piggy heart..
i try to explain to him..
so tht wont effect him..
hope he will understand..
>_<

3rd post~

today so free..
tht y keep thinking..
but few ppl try to cheer me up..
i hear wat they say..
quite correct de..
juz happen ma..
but i try to bac to normal..
i chat wif KT..
he cheer me..
thx lor..
he call n talk to me..
he until now still so gud..
eventhough i got bf..
he stil so gud to me..
now break edi..
he stil quite care me..
he is a gud ppl..
although we nvr meet b4..
he still treat me quite gud lar..
2nd..
is my kor lor..
rabbit kor try to cheer me..
but over down edi..
so chat till to rude lik tht..
sorry lor kor..
3rd..
wei chin kor..
he try to advise me oso..
thx kor..
he tell me..
let HIM b my sejarah edi..
dun keep think edi..

their word quite true..
thx kor n KT..
=)..

sunday~

today de 2nd post..
haiz..
so sad..
6.48pm..
my patient limit is over..
i had cry..
crying coz to sad..
mayb is normal..
but i so so sad..
wat can i do..
my kor try to cheer me..
but i cry more worst..
y..
i need to cry..
i did it..
i make the ending lik tht..
y muz i cry..
..>_<..

i need how long to cure..
how long..?
anyone can tell me..?

this problem will effect my study..?
exam coming..?
am i goin to die..?
when i will bac to happy life..
1 sec later..?
1 minutes later..?
1 hour later..?
1 day..?
1 month..?
1 year..?
or forever wont..?
wat can i do...?
sobs...
y i bcome so down..
wat happen to me..?

..>_<..

..>_<..

today keep raining..
non stop..
i had do house work..
cook for my sis eat..
the whether is cool..
but sumthing pull me down again..
haiz..

i feel so sad..
y i saw tht..
y i saw..
i was asking myself y i am so sad..
i really love him..
but i not tht type tht can do everything by myself..
haiz..
i am a gurl..
sure wont trust a guy totally..
but i try to trust him..
i break wif him coz of wat ler.?
i really dun understand..
izit i dun wan to force myself or i dun love him..?
izit true.?
who really can tell me..
y muz i sad...
i edi choose this way..
i telling ppl tht i break coz dun wan waste time..
izit..?
he say love sumone shouldnt care everything..
who will do so..?
now still new..
after tht who will jamin to me..?
haiz..
thx god to let me love u..
i will make our memory alive always..
i will love u..
coz u r the 1st guy tht really love me..
1st guy tht hug me..
1st guy tht kiss me..
i wont forget all this..
let time to prove everything..
prove uwat u had say..
prove wat i say..




LiL QuiD
Posted 13/07/2007 07:52
~*To Anyone Dat Carez*~
i love her so much.
.she is everything to me..
i cant 4get bout her..
all things remind me of her..
every split sec i keepon thinking of her..
every nitez i cry waiting fur her msg like she always do b4 we break..
i watch her pic in my hp,read her sweet msg dat she sent me last time..
sobs sobs!ppl sad hearing bout it,but i more sad to feel it..
i jz cant 4get bout her..
even do we break..
but i still waiting 4 her..
waiting she cum back to me..
if she still love,she will..
but if not,i will love her silently..
and let da dream accompany me..
i wont find other gurl..
she will stay in my heartx forever..
i wont betray dis love..
da memories will keep on play in my mind..
dreaming she is still wif me,even do i noe,in da real world,i jz lost her..
lost da person dat i love so much..
*Tearing*sobs sobs!and i still cant understand,if u love sumbody,
y dont u do anything to b wif da person u love?
if u love sum1,
u shouldnt care bout anything!
how she/he look like,how she/he act,wat ppl said,wat ppl ask to do,and everything..
i still cant understand..
im so sry to her if i got hurt her feelings..
pls come back to me..im so sad,and so hurt..
last time,when im sad,she will cure me,she willcheer me up..
but now,i enjoyingdis sad feelings all alone. .
sobs sobs!thx to any1 dat care bout me,and try to cheer me up..
but i cant..
cz im too sad..
and hurtx..
sobs sobs!i love her so so much,and forever i will..
no othere gurl will come..
only her in my heartx..
hope..
she will realize dis msg..
so dat she noe..
dat i still love her..
and still and forever will
waiting for her..sobs sobs! till here then..

"You will never know true happiness,until you truly loved...and you never understand what pain really is,until you have lost it...

"~LiL`QuiD~
-520 1314-

bon odori!!

1st leng zhai o.. hehe..
2nd leng zhai.. luv him lotz...
hehe... he look at my hp when i curi take his pic..

rushing to take pic wif him.. abit cacat.. but he got talk to me when take this pic...
so happy.. =)..
arigato..

BON ODORI!!!

today damn song o..
i, shir, fion, kyalin, chin, louisa had together enjoy at bon odori..
we go there quite enjoy de..
we had meet lotz leng zhai..
lotz leng lui...
lotz cute kids..
haha..
lotz wear til very weird de ppl oso..
haha..
but they r pretty n cool..
haha..
we enjoy dance oso..
dance tht time giv 1 uncle hit o..
so unlucky..
but nvm lar..
since so many ppl is lik tht de lor..
>_<..
we enjoying taking pic..
shir n louisa take lot pic..
fion n kyalin n chin oso not bad..
then after a while li may come edi..
haha..
so song..
i am so happy..
so enjoy..
but i had fall down when i wake up wan go to find may..
so sia sui man..
..>_<..
but nvm..
still very fun..

then when i n louisa n shir..
we sitting together..
abit boring..
and syok sendiri..
suddenly sumbody throw sumthing..
bodoh wan..
the guy so no gentleman wan..
no sorry at all..
but nvm lar..
today i so happy..
dun wan kira..

i got talk wif the leng zhai..
he so gud..
so kelian oso..
keep sweating..
hehe..

other then tht..
i got saw 3 cool cool guy..
from far is cool..
but near..
omg..
2 of them not really gud looking..
coz when saw them ppl terus fly...
haha..
but 1 of them is gud looking..
but tak sempat take pic wif him..
coz no time d..
rushing to go bac..


i so so happy..
1st can c leng zhai of course..
2nd is can go out wif fren..
i am so song..
i so lucky today can go out wif my fren..
we r so enjoy..
i miss the ice cream i ate juz now..
hehe..
=)..
i hope can hanging out wif fren lik tht..
so song wan..
dun hav problem or argue or war..
haha..
peace n happy..

b4 tht..
as usual..
i help my mum..
but today mum not really hav mood to work..
but still got work..
coz of money..
haha..

weird day..

today journey not really ok..
today my eye skin keep vibrate..
i think is ntg..
but when bac edi..
my dad so late oni come..
then i tell my sis..
'sure sumthing happen..'
omg..
really betul o..
kena 4D oso not so tepat..

my mum shop kena pecah..
omg..
my dad bluf us tht everything gone..
we so scared man..
but reach mum shop edi then we saw still ok lar..
but tv, vcd player, scissor n cut hair de machine lost..
gila wan..
got hand n leg dun noe how to go work..
do all those c2p thing..
haiz..
really dun understand those ppl..
stay at ppl place sumore wan to do c2p thing..
should b go bac..
luckily opposite de shop got cctv..
c very clear the ppl face..
bodoh betul..
my dad so angry..
dun ever let him saw tht fella..
if not..
sure die wan..



come to myself..
haiz..
after settle everything..
i should b happy rite..
but it is different...
yesterday i sleep very late..
i was so sad..
dunnoe sad of wat..
i feel crying but i tel myself tht i should'nt..
so i din..
i try to play hp game till i tired..
i feel i getting so siao edi..
dun noe which nerve sot edi..
i turn moody so fast..
turn happy so fast..
i try to laugh as much as i can..
i try to make myself to turn bac normal..

but i noe is gud to make this decision..
i will try to bac to normal..
hope everything will go smoothly..
as wat i say to my kor..
dun hav bf nvm wan..
still got kor, jie, mei, dad, mum n friends...
=)..

LOVE MUMMY N DADDY..
ALWAYS..
LOVE KOR N JIE N MEI..
>_<

the love had ended..~

today not bad journey..
no go work..
sleep at home oni..
then on9..
haha..
lot homework but lazy to do..


started 8.10.2006..
ended 12.7.2007..
10 month and 4 days..
this love is full of sadness n happyness..
i will always remember the memory u gav me..
thx for loving me..
sorry for hurting n n disapoint u all the time..
we had break wif peace..
no argueing..
no war..
we let go peace fully..
thx for letting go wif peace..
i hope i can still b ur fren..

to prove tht this thing really happen..


-LiL`QuiD- " mUa ReTard-D BitCh! " says:
laopo,im so sry to dis..afta think of it,i oso think we should break..we r not same..in dis world,i love u more then other things..u r my priority..but u r not..u love ur parent more then u love me..u rather choose to break wif me instead to choose to b wif me,u follow wat ur parent said..u r a gd daughter..so,u can stay wif ur family..im not perfect guy fur u..u will found a sayang u da laogong
-LiL`QuiD- " mUa ReTard-D BitCh! " says:
next time..and ur parent gona like him..beta find chinese guy ^^..mayb its fate we cant b 2gather..u r not hurting me,jz sumtimes disapointed me..i wont find other gurl..u r da last..thx fur everything..i love u so so much,and forever i will..bye.. ..>_<..

-LiL`QuiD- " mUa ReTard-D BitCh! " just sent you a nudge.

-LiL`QuiD- " mUa ReTard-D BitCh! " says:
and 1 more thing..sry cant reply u..my hp tamat tempoh d..
~XiAo Qi WeN * @mY~.. let me prove it tht i am single edi.. i am free.. no regret anymore. ~i can go bon odory. yeah..! says:
thx for loving me.. but it is the best way to end ur love.. coz i dun wan to hurt u anymore.. b wif u there is oni hurting u.. thx for break wif peace lor... hope u an continue ur journey wif full of fun ya..
~XiAo Qi WeN * @mY~.. let me prove it tht i am single edi.. i am free.. no regret anymore. ~i can go bon odory. yeah..! says:
is ok..
~XiAo Qi WeN * @mY~.. let me prove it tht i am single edi.. i am free.. no regret anymore. ~i can go bon odory. yeah..! says:
i will always remember the memory tht u gav me.. thx for everything.. n sorry for i had done all the time to make u unhappy,..


i will remember u always..
all the best for u to continue ur journey..
=)..

PEACE~

wednesday..

today journey lik normal oni lor..
ntg wrong..
got gud news..
is i can go bon odory..
yeah..
haha..
i can attend this activity i so happy o..
hehe..
hope can enjoy on tht day..
=)..

got 1 thing i thing is bad news ba..
i wan to b single..
i think i am single now kua..
coz no reply from anyone..
let me prove to myself tht i am single..
sumone say tht i had hurt him lot time..
so i think..
i dun wan to hurt him anymore..
so i choose to let him go..
i bac to my freedome life..
i can do watever..
without worrying..
without suffering..
no one will suffer anymore..
i am not suit to sumone..
so i should let him to find a better then me de gurl..
i think i dun need anyone to control me..
i dun need to worry bout anyone..

thx for ur everything...
thx for wat u had done..
sorry for wat i had done..
making u sad n moody..
after letting u go..
u wont b moody anymore..

ALL THE BEST FOR YOU...

everyone tht hoping this will happen..
u all de dream come true..
=)..

thx god to let me hav a sweet memory wif sumone..
i will nvr regret wif my decision..
i nvr regret to b wif u all the time..

BYE..

sad day~

haiz..
this few day so busy..
no time to on9..
oso dun wan on9...
quite long din update my blog edi..
haiz..
so sad..

i hav sum quarel wif sumone..
so sad..
i goin to ki siao edi..
haiz..

u really wan ignore me ma..?
u dun wan me anymore..?
u dun love me..?
u dun miss me..?

or..

still angry..?
still merajuk..?

i am sorry if i had hurt u..
make u moody..
make u so emo..
sorry..

i dun noe how to pujuk ppl..
but i stil love u..
i very miss u o..
hope u dun break ur promise..
hope ur love to me is getting deeper..

sobs..
sorry o..


I LOVE MY DADDY N MUMMY..
I LOVE SISTERS..
I LOVE FRIEND..
I LOVE MY GOD..
I LOVE EVERYONE...

tuesday~

today journey not so gud..
my parent go cameron..
thought will bac late..
mana tau..
so early bac edi..
i ponteng tuition..
is english tuition..
it a fun tuition..
but i very tired..
so i take this advantage to sleep..
but like sleep not 5 min edi giv my mum wake me up..
mayb i over tired..
after wake i terus go help my mum..
so tired sumore need help..
but ok lar..
coz i not enough sleep..
so a bit moody..
after tht ok d..
haha..

i saw
as usual..
hehe..
but today sumthing secret happen..
but i am happy..
=)..

to be continue tml..

~three day journey..~

monday...~

today journey not bad lar..
keep help mum..
n do sum hw..
today oni go add math tuition..
coz science tuition de teacher go giv birth..
1 month no science tuition..
hehe..
quite song de..
but next month muz go twice..
die lor..
nvm..
study is gud..
learn more thing..
=)..

I LOVE MUMMY N DADDY..

sunday..~

today is convent canteen day..
this year got lot ppl..
i get commvent from ppl is convent canteen day is better..
haha..
mayb ba..
mgs canteen day is on sat n 1 day b4 ours..
hear ppl say got fighting..
dun y o..
dun noe truth or not..
hehe..
btw..
our skol oso got small accident..
is outside skol not inside the skol..
haha..
coz too many can edi..
so juz simply bang..
haha..
funny..
we were bz wif our stall..
do sumthing..
but i do the less work..
i noe it..
sorry to li may, kyalin, lee yee, api n cheng ying..
they all do lot work then me..
sorry o..
i need to accompany sumone..
luckily u all undersatnd n let me lor..
thx oso lor..
i had saw sumthing i should'nt c..
haha..
tht ppl so dare wan..
cant mention is who lor..
is secret..
they very dare o..
but mayb for them is sweet kua..
hehe..
i very happy..
i can b wif sumone so long..
hehe..
after bac i was very tired..
damn tired..
lik wan die nia..
then still need go help mum..
i oso dun understand those ppl wan..
sunday ppl is family day oso muz work till like hell..
work til 7 sumthing at nitez..
those ppl really gila wan..
luckily i can take nap a while at my mum shop de table..

I LOVE DADDY..
I LOVE MUMNY..
I LOVE SISTER..
I LOVE MYSELF N *..


saturday..~

today is gotong royong day for my skol..
hehe..
me n few of my fren din go...
oni api go..
she had help us to take 7 table n 7 chair..
so gud de api..
thx lor..

at nitez..
i go jenjarom wif my family..
i din plan to call my fren..
but my sis de fren come find her wor..
then suddenly jia yi n api msg..
haha..
then we go sant n keng kai..
quite song wan..

but i had make sumone angry..
tht is my dear..
coz i 4get my promise..
tht is i muz go out wif him when i can go out..
coz i nvr told him tht i wif my parent..
then make till he moody..
but i had explain properly to him..
then he understand..
=)..

I LOVE MUMMY..
I LOVE DADDY..
I LOVE MYSELF N SISTER..
I LOVE *..

>_<