canteen days!!!

erm..
a bit late too update bout it..
but still wanna update..
i was half moody n half happy..

moody coz..
sumone was so funny..
say ppl til so kau lat..
n she stil bring sumone go out..
since she say til so kau lat should b lock iun the hse..
y bring out sumore..?
think bac oso feel funny...
as wanna say me..
should b straight forward n ask me..
bcoz if u got the point to shot me..
although i am not infront class..
but i am not animal..
cant listen to ppl..
if i really wrong i wil apologize..
if i am rite y i muz..?
izit everyone wil simply admit if they r correct..?
by the way..
i telling this to let sumone noe tht i did'nt wrong all..
coz i am not the main one..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

other then tht..
i kena bully from joel..
haiz..
so sad wan..

other was gud...
thx to everyone who help me buy coupon..
haha..
(vinkong, boon deng, wei chin, wei chin fren, tung, samantha)

i enjoy at skol..
i n my fren go ghost hse..
it was so so dark..
haha..
so funny..
a bit scary..

then..
wei, ying, may, er..
went to aeon..
they go n watch run papa run..
from their comment was bored..

then left me, shir, lee yee..
we enjopy oso..
we talk talk..
then sumthing happen..
hahaha..
we group at 5N..
we craping around..

then 3pm..
go back time..
actually i cant go aeon..
but they plan to go..
we i tell i cant go except sumone tell my parent..
then..
vk call..
at last can go..!!!
haha...
so fun..

we meet up at 5 sumthing at aeon..
6.30 vk chaoz..
coz he got dinner..
then we waited at mcdonald..
so left,..
me, 2 sis, ek, yong han, weng soon, aby..
we went for the forbidden kingdom..
helyna n yin zhi go for shop shop..

in the cinema was weird..
coz can say sit wrong places..
but nvm..
we stil remain..
sumone so funny sit bside me..
he so so cold..
hahahaha..
he the 1 who wear short..
other wear long pant..
(guy)
haha..
so funny wan..

then finish d he run out so fast..
n did'nt noe tht his wallet lost..
then they go to play children game..
so so funny wan..
haha..

then bac time he find his wallet..
he say tht he giv eme keep..
but he did'nt..
we bac to cinema n get it..
luckily found it..
so scary wan..
luckily no money inside..

then we 10 ppl sit in a CRV..
haha..
so packed..
muahaha..
then backie time..
luckily my parent so gud..
haha..
did scold..

we enjoy a lot.....
hope ther are chance to go out wif them..

saddie

so so sad wan..
haiz..
today at skol so sienz..
sum prob might solve..
sum was..
kns..!!!
coz sumone was showing bullshit smelly face to me..
haiz..
dun when i had pluck her fur..
omg..!!!

other then tht..
i feel so tired when at tuition..

lastly..
my caring wang zi had gone..
y muz steal him from me wor..
>_<
very sad wan lor..

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.



1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25++

2.If you have the chance what would you probably say to your beloved one?
u will b mine forever..

3.What do you fear most in cooking/baking?
both oso fear.. haha.. coz i scared i wil cook dun noe wat food come out.. haha...


4.wat FRIEND mean..?
friend mean a person tht can help by sincerely without thinking of balasan..
not show out bullshit face...


5. Where is the place that you want to go to the most?
the most romatic place.. *dunnoe where yet*


6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i wish i could b with my true love tht care me so so deep*forever*..


7. Do you believe you can survive without money?
sure no lor.. no money=no life.. except bac to zaman bertamadun.. muahaha..



8. What are you afraid to lose the most?
ppl who care me so so much.. *my true prince*


9. What would you do if you won $1 million?
i wil use wisely n do sum pelaburan.. *money make money*


10.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
wont kua.. coz i stil kolot.. haha..


11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
smart.. nice.. responsible..


12.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
muz sayang me deep deep lor.. muz respect each other even parent..


13.Which type of person do you hate the the most?
useless ppl.. *they don't love themself so wat for to lik them..?*


14.What do you think about sex?
sex ar.. sex is a needed for couple to prove they belong to each other.. i think so..

15.What do you think is the most important thing in life?
feeling..

16.If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
fast anger..

17.Are you a shopaholic or not?
dun understand.. *dun noe*

18.If you are to die one day, who would you wish to spend your last day with?
ppl who care me ba..

19.What is/are your trademarks?
*dunnoe*

20.Who do you tag?

-siu ying
-sing wei
-lee yee
-naddy
-belinda
-li may
-kenji
-kyalin

sad...!!!

haiz..
stil the same feeling..
coz the hurt is getting deep n deep..
haiz..
i stil dun noe y..
mayb he found a better gurl..
coz he totally change..
but i stil miss da time..
i told him b4 i wont b so stubborn..
i wil let him go..
if he could find a better gurl..
but his reply n answer..
was differrent for now..
y..?
>_<
the 181 days..
u told me sad word..
19 days more..
too reach 200 days..
n tht day is oso my b'day...
but i think..
now is totally hope less for me..
coz i felt it..
i still got my feeling...
i not death..
>_<

sad

feel so sad now..
so lonely..
why..?
why..?
why..?
wat i scared is happen..
nvr say b4 to me..
but u had say juz..
WHY..!!!?
i juz scared oni..
y u really treat me so bad..?
where is the gud wan..?
wat i can do..?
izit i goin to lost a care me de ppl..?
sobs..
heart was tearing..
it was lik being cut deeply...
..........>_<.........

saturday

today was saturday..
but i got tuition..
bm tuition..
so bored..
n i saw reno..
haha..
he dun noe me kua..
but he look lik sumone..
haha..
funny..
i study til wanna sleep..

frenz at camp d lor..
haha..
plan to bully them..
but tak sampai hati..
haha..

may told me tht i get quite gud mark for my add math..
i was so happy..
left 1 more sub..
then i can post it on my bloggie..
haha..

but..
next week having japanese exam..
haiz..
sad sad..
i nvr study..
haiz..
sure die wan..

tml got akaun tuition..
having exam for it kua..
haiz..

yesterday we chat again..
he was moody..
coz of us..
haiz..
but luckily we help ourself..
so sad..
coz he care so much..
but wat should i do..?
i always bring prob to him..?
haiz..
y i bcome ur problem..?
so scared of relation..
haiz..
although u try to find topic..
but u still wil think of the problem..
wat should i do..?
i dun wan giv comment..
coz i scared..
scared u wil fly away from me..
>_<

friday

today was friday..
i din go skol..
so tired..
so dun wan go lor..
at home oso bored..
haiz..

i try find wang zi..
but we got few thing to chat oni..
haiz..
y we lik bcome cool cool edi..
wat can i do..?
i oso got no idea..
y sud bcome lik tht..
haiz..
saddie..
although we r not couple..
but he stil care me..
rite..?
i dun dream rite.?

at nitez shud..
D msg me..
he sud tel me tht he ..
omg..
i was so shock ler..
is he mad or wat.?
or mayb he play play..
haiz..
dun take this thing n play lar..
weird ler..
>_<

tml got tuition...
sunday oso got tuition..
haiz..
all my dear fren go camp d..
except for few...

tired n moody..

it was a tired day..
so so tired..
at skol is fun..
coz lotz college ppl come to our skol..
to intro their course..
for our future ofcoz..
i was interested in hospitality & tourism...
it was fun..
coz of reliance..
they explain lot..
other then them..
we ask bout it..
but it was 3 or 4 year to take a degree..
omg..
so long..
but i dun noe wat i really lik..
so i stil think of it..
hospitality really fun..
learn lot thing..

then bac..
go mum shop n work lor..
she wasnt in good mood..
coz of sumthing..
but ok lar..
she nvr get angry or scold..

then go tuition..
for 3 hour..
so damn tired..
but i stil can bloggie..

then go pasar malam..
after tuition..
so bored go there..
but i saw lot cj7..
haiz..
who can buy for me ler..?
i lik cj7 so so much..
i sa wlotz cute cute wan..
but i oso saw ugly wan..
>_<

wang zi was'nt in good mood oso..
he was so cool..
he told tht he felt tht our distance getting far n far edi..
how ler..?
y i nvr feel but he feel..?
sure i did sumthing make he feel lik tht..
but he nvr try to explain to me..
haiz..
i dun noe wat he was think about..
wat should i do..
i was so scared..
haiz...
wat am i goin to do..?
wat should i do..?

monday

few days din update d..
haha..
my parent not in..
we take care by other ppl..
yesterday..
my er yi backie liao..
so we stay at home lor..
then at nite go yi po hse..
go there eat..
then follow ah yi go out..
go fetch ek..
ek buy new hp..
rich liao..
haha..
as we go kp..
then go go jalan jalan..
i saw kp de cj7
very cute ler..
i lik it so so muchie..
i tel ek..

wen= ah gu.. u saw tht wan ar..? i lik it.. u rich liao dun 4get buy giv me lor..
ah gu=okok.. u wait..
wen=ok.. i wil..
ah gu=ur b'day i buy..
wen=no prob.. i wil wait it..
(hahahahaahahaha..)
ah gu=eh.. when ur bday ar..?
wen=on may.. hahaha...
ah gu=alamak.. say wrong liao..
(hahahahahaha)
4get my b'day n simply promise..
muahahaha..

I WIL WAIT FOR MY CJ7...!!!

then backie liao..
we go mamak..
we was silent..
later talk lor..
then 12 am go bac..
quite fun..
but..
wang zi angry o..
coz wen wen naughty..
sleep late late..
charm charm...

today wake up early..
tml exam..
last day..!!!
die...
i din hafal moral...

i chat so muchie wif my ah yi..
so nice...
=)

saddie day.

today was sad..
coz is my greatgrandma funeral end...
everyone sad..
but is a gud way for her..
coz she is suffering..
hope she can go peacefully..

having exam..
haven end yet...
so tension wif the exam..
coz i nvr prepared for it..
but wat i aim sum had come out..

my parent was'nt in home now..
they had went to thailand..
the hse is silent..
but so sienz..
coz no transport...

wanna thx wang zi lot...
coz of his care..
he care my study...
i feel he angry of sumthing...
but hope he understand..
coz hard to explain..
my wang zi..
papa n mama got their own reason..
so not their fault..
miss ya lotz..

wish my exam can get gud result..
wont dissapointed wang zi..
=)

sunny day..

today counted sunny day ba..
it was hot..
but raining at noon...
at skol..
we dun study much..
coz got the bomba thing..
n ceramah..
i n wei was talk bout our story..
it was fun..
coz is bout other world de thing..
then finish skol..
bac to mum shop..
so tired..
but i cant rest..
a while oni oso cant..
haiz..


i getting lazy n lazy d...
i take my study not serious anymore..
if wang zi noe sure sad wan..
haiz..
so charm..
exam next week..
but i nvr tell him..
dun dare to tel him..
later i scared i cant score well..
how ler..?
later really how...
sobs...

sat wanna go skol..
but mum was..
y wan go..?
wat so important..?
study din c u so care..
go this stupid thing u so care..
haiz..
since when i no care my study..?
since when i care this thing more..?
i help u more then i go tht activity..
haiz..
y dun u say..
y i always help u..
n y u dun let me go skol..?

i form 5 d..
but y i canot hav some fun b4 i end my study life..
izit i do wrong..?
y i dun hav freedome..
even a bit oso dun hav..
i at skol oso got my presure..
teacher always boom me..
''y dun u stop skol n work..?!!''
how i noe y..
my life is lik tht..
i cant change it..
who can really understand?

i hoping tht i can end my study life faster..
i wan to get my freedome n do wat i can..
i really suffer enough...
but..
when i got freedome mayb i wil miss my hse..
haiz..
life really cant b perfect..
haiz..

meaningless life..!!!

april fool

today was a stupid day..
i feel so swt lar..
early in the morning i giv my fren play..
scary ler...
haiz...
i nvr play ppl oso..
haiz..
1st ppl play was jia yi..
but nvm..
2nd ppl is sing wei, vivian..
vivian bring the sticky lik dun noe wat de mouse..
suddenly wei throw it on my hand..
ngam ngam so cun on my hand..
haiz...
i was shouting n throw it away..
coz i was thinking sumthing..
haiz..
spoilt my dream..
i keep say wrong thing after they play me..
haiz..
so so sad...
i nvr try to do u all..
but u all bully me..

last nitez i got msg from prince..
he send april fool msg..
n the msg was telling..
i am the 2008 1st stupid wan..
haiz..
everyone bully me..!!!
haiz..
did he get my thing..?
hope he lik it..
>_<
miss him lotz lotz...