saturday..

an unlucky saturday..
i feel everything goes wrong..
haiz..

1st i din bring licence along..
when i reach tuition oni i found out i din bring..
haiz..

2nd..
my economy note..
i borrow to a guy..
i dunnoe his name..
but i knew my name..
really make me feel weird..
he giv my notez drink water..!!
really speechless..
he sumore say he draw a new graph for me..
thx for the graph..!!
but i stil need to rewrite almost 10 or + page...

3rd..
i accident at noon..
haiz..
so sad to mention..
my lovely kelisa..
but luckily repair liao..
so sad..

i feel wanna having a lovely n caring de dear..
so tht i can feel the care n love all the way..
i wan a dear tht can fetch me everywhere..
giv me warm hug..
n i can away hide inside his huggies...
i love hug hug..
so i can feel his heartbeat..
i wan to b protect as well..
>_<

letssay sum happy thing..

today mrs. lee say sumthing..
we girl should find a bf tht hav 8C..
-cash..
-cars..
-credit cards..
-country club..
-condominium (hse)..
-characteristic..
-career..
-certificates..

haha...
really true bout it..
hehe..
but a rich guy without love..
wat for wan together..?
meaningless..

james chat wif me yesterday n day b4..
he told me tht he is down...
he says tht he ''shi lian''..
n he got brain injured.
err...
he s elder then me..
yet i need giv advise to him..
hehe..
he really care tht nobody want him..
but i tel him the right thing..
haha....
got money then got everything..
no money = ntg...
this is the true concept...

after chat wif him..
i think of wei li again..
but this time i smile...
i do not feel sad..
i am happy..!
he giv lotz advise to me..
i stil remember all the way..
he giv me the power to love study..
i hope i wont dissapoint him..
no love feeling..
but i stil noe him as fren in my heart..
=)

i start to read love novel again..
haha..
half way..
but a sad story..

i got mountain of homework to do..
luckily i got enough time to do..
=)

thursday

today is teacher's day..
n i did'nt go to skol..
haha..
tml as well..

i went aeon wif li jing n sze huey..
also my sis n her fren..
we went to watch TERMINATOR SALVATION..
very nice o..
machine n human..
=)..
i saw fren over there oso..
hehe..

i want to watch coming soon de ghost story..
is grab ... hell..
haha..
4get the title..
=P..

yesterday..
i went to skol..
sumthing sad happen..
haiz..

i am a very very small gas girl..
i dun lik ppl judge me without noe-ing me..
i dun judge u all as well..!!

i am happy in star..
so i wont let anything or anyone to bring me down..
hehehehehehehehe..
i meet my primary fren..
is nice to talk to them..
they r still good lik last time..
haha..
our relation will get closer..!!!
hehe...

holiday start..!!!

monday

today is monday..
a very tired day..
i very tired this few day..
not enough sleep altough i sleep lotz...

after end of convent..
i never mis tht skol..
i think the last time i went is result day..
i never went in anymore..
i am happy tht i leave tht skol..
i leave an unhappy place..
n yet i start new life in new skol..
new friends n different type of me..

i think my life wont appear ''TRUE FRIEND'' this word...
but ofcoz i wont blame anyone..
=)
bcoz i not a gud person..
n i might make everyone hate me..
so i did'nt angry of it..
suddenly i feel free without any prob lik last time..
yet i happy too..
this is coz..
i found out sumthing make feel so down for it..
but i think i should think other way..
coz without anyone care i stil can stand strong for myself..
=)
i always thanks to ppl tht treat me bad..
ofcoz i wil feel sad for it 1stly..
but slowly i will understand the real moral value..

i love my skol now..
bcoz the teacher there was'nt as bad as smkck teacher..
i can c the different btw 2 skol..
smkck is a skol tht make materialistic n money important..
smktar is a skol tht stil continue a nice way of communication btw teacher n students..
however there stil a distance..
but the distance is'nt far..

so long i nvr tell out my feelings..
i feel better for now..
i wil remeber how my FRIENDs treat me all the way..
thanks for appear in my life..
i do appreciate..
but i dun hope for any pay..
no trust to anyone except for very very few n really trusted friend..

i understand many things now..
i really do..
n i think differently lik last time..
i got my aim..
no playing around..
no giving up..
but loving dreaming wont go away from me..
haha..

ops..
i 4get bout the aeon things..
haha..
luckily i went my fren blog..
me n chin n wei..
we when aeon after tuition last week..
haha..
a normal celebration..
although is late..
but i stil happy wif it..
3 of us celebrate together for 2nd time..
hehe..
form3 time we did celebrate together..
n now 18's birthday we do celebrate together again..
haha..
how nice..
we take pic n keep makan for the whole day..
haha..
1st go millwheel..
then bbq plaza..
the secret recipe...
haha..
we got cake's n card,s...
wishes for each other..
appreciate..
my 18's birthday is juz tht special..
i love wei n chin..
not 4get..
1 day b4 we got gathering oso...
got lin, yer, chin, rainbow, fion, see wen, wei n me..
we chit chat all around..
=)

saturday

today i wake at 8.20am++..
i tot i wil b late to tuition..
but actually i am very early..
too early..
so swt..
i can sleep for an hour sumore..
haiz..
i not enough sleep during normal day..
mountain of homework waiting me..

my class had expand to many ppl..
but stil counted the less class..
haha..
but it bring lotz of joy to me..
a group of funny classmate..
joke all the way..
the sad wan is the indian gurl..
so sorry..
we do ignore 2 of them..
haha..
i anti the githa..
coz she make me feel uncomfortable when communicate wif her..
n got 1 indian boy..
he dun hav any add math basic..
he came to our class..
we do accept him..
but he oni came 1 day..
i dunnoe wat he think about..
his name quite funny de..
'' THEEPAN''..
i heard teacher call him ''ti pan''..
try to pronounce at hokkien..
then my readder wil laugh to..
as my classmate laugh loudly when i say it out..
muahaha..
funny o..

unpredictable..!!
my PA teacher damn funny..
he gave lotz of joy during PA period..
haha..

n i get to apply my lcci cert..
so happy o..
=)

my semangat study so strong for now..
i hope i wont give up..
i am happy to study..
my teacher..
help me..!!
n not 4get..
GOD please give me the power..
i need it to do the best..

n today mrs. LEE say..
our july paper n end year paper..
guarantee FAIL!!..
omg..
i juz tel endrance i wan get nice result for every sub..
sad ka..!

i wan to thx to my fren..
who gave me the renjer uniform..
thx very much..!!
i save a lotz of money from the uni..
not oni tht..
i din buy any book yet..
thx to my ah yi oso lor..
she borrow me her book to me..
=)

i hope our class got lotz chinese..
so we can juz lik stay at heaven..
hehe..
=)

star skol got less rule i think..
compare to convent..
haha..
=)

holiday is around the corner..
but i got no holiday o..
my tuition is full..
so sad..
no free time..
haiz..
PA is the 2nd sub tht change time..
haiz..
maths is the 1st lor..
holidays..
3days extra...
sobs..
i think account wont so easily let us go oso..
mati liao lar..!!

and not 4get..
my lovely kelisa is infront of my hse d..
i love it so much..
but i cant drive to tuition yet..
dun say skol..
n my mum let me drive her to aeon..
haha..
she nvr comment anything..
but when my dad is inside the car..
she gave lotz comment..
haiz..
nvm lar..
i juz let it be..

stop here..
update next week..
=)

saturday

now is 12.30 am..
is sing wei birthday d..
so wish sing wei happy birthday lor..
=)

we counted celebrate d..
coz we juz have the gathering..
we got many thing to share..
haha..

this few day i very late oni sleep..
coz got lotz homework..
not oni skol wan..
tuition oso..

i do understand mr.peter say..
but i dunnoe how to do note..
haiz..

luckily..
i do lik all the subject for now..
i hope i wont hate the subject..
=)
but many ppl tel..
form 6 is super hard..
even teacher say so..
>_<

i at skol lik no fren wan..
so charm..
no socialise..
nvm..
is gud oso..
hope i can turn into a diff ppl..

errr..
tung coming bac for form6..
i can c his botak look d..
=)

i heard tht few student wil change to our class..
i hope many chinese wil come..
so the class wont b so silent..
i felt so sleepy at the class..
hehe..
always ^0^..

a 21 Y-Old boy get H1N1..
he is bac from us..
quite pity him..
he now at sg. buloh hospital..
got ppl say his gf oso get affected..
his family is advice to stay at home n dun always out from hse..
yet we cant noe who r they..
but is a klang ppl..
hope the boy wil recover soon..
=)

sleeping time..!
tml got tuition..!
nitez..

wednesday

today is 13 may..
is yun chin birthday...
happie birthday to dear yun chin..
=)

i went to skol early..
the weather was so hot ler..
haiz..
so charm..

today got aids n hiv talk from taylor, aiesec group..
is fun..
=)

the after recess we been placed to our class..
my class is 6bs6...
the most shock thing is..
the class at the 4th floor..!!!
iskh..
very the high..
n most suey is..
no current..
omg..
we need to arrange the tables n chair..
we got new wan..
so we need to take out all the plastic..
n we got 30 table n chair..
but my classmate plus me...
is juz 5 person..!!!
omg..
wat a big num class..!!
even my class teacher did'nt enter..
haiz...
i was sweating lik bathing..
then i go wash handn clean the class..
in a while..
my P.Am teacher, pn. Saranjit enter..
we talk n noe each other..
is nice for now..
but later dunnoe lar..
coz i dare myself to ask teacher sum ques..
n the teacher says ''wah.. u so dare to ask me this question ar..''
haha..
if i wan to ask i wil ask..
this is me..
u can hate me..
but i wil do the challenge oso..
=)
but i hope all the teacher is nice to communicate..
so i can have nice way of study..
n i think my class at so high is a big problem for me..
coz is far from toilet..!!!
n oso canteen.!!
kolian wey..
haiz..
luckily stil got fren at same floor..
haha..
sebastian is 1 of it..
=)
haha..

many thing to be share..
but i think i wil less update kua..
coz everyone include teacher say f6 is very tough..
i hope i can do it..
i need everyone support..
do support me ya..
muaxie..!!

n not 4get..
my mummy n daddy plan to buy a kelisa for me..
so happy..
but i need to pay for it..
wif not goin out..
not simply spend money..
study properly..
n dun pak tor..
my mummy anti me to paktor..
charm lor..!!
haha..
i hope i wil b guai guai girl ba..
for my future...!!
=)

11 may 2009

wah..
now is 6.45pm..
i live in this world for 18 years d..
=)
happy birthday to myself...

btw i wanna thx again..
to all my fren tht had wish me..
earlier or on time or late..
i dun care lar..
is better then dun wish..
=)

my birthday wish is...
1st= i hope i can study smart n get gud result..
haha..
2nd= ofcoz i hope i can get as many ppl to sayang me..
hehe..
=)
another 1 is secret..
haha..

today everything does'nt goes smoothly..
haiz..
i feel so emo...
sumore suffering menstrual pain..
very suey..

i went MGS at almost 9am..
ofcoz wif api lor..
then we meet up many my ex classmate..
but i wanna change skol..!!
then i try to go ask for the form..
then i curi lari diri from MGS..
haha..
i n api get to lari keluar..
then i meet up wif my parent ofcoz..
i tel my parent i get the surat d..
then we go do at ppd..
today i went PPD for the 3rd times d..
but..
my form stil stuck over PPD place..
haiz..
so saddie..
the fella say..
tml u come i wil giv u the form..
i hope he dun fool me..
the fella even say..
''u jangan pergi sekolah lar..''
''nanti 2 minggu lepas u baru tukar sekolah..''
i was har..???
i gav the reason ofcoz..
i dun wan to stuck over MGS..
later i got many problem to face..
especially those merit point..
make me headache..
then i saw few ppl can get to change skol smoothly..
but me..
FAILED..
what the flower..!!
i was so mad tht time..
i feel lik cekik those ppl..
y can u c the IC tht today is my special day..
n u oni did it on me..
walau..
i saw everyone get cop so fast..
n i sit there wait stupidly..
haiz...!!!!!

luckily i din get scold from my mum..
if not i wil get more mad..!!!!
my dad is the 1 who keep nagging on me..
haiz..
ppl dun wan he go so many times..
but he juz throw me a sentence..
''u tot ppd is ur father wan ar..''
haiz..

since this word he gav me..
i juz need to keep my mouth shut n let him lor..
he lik to go for many times more..
tml will b the 4th time..
n might b the succesful result..
better dun tell me stupid thing anymore..!!!
@_@

i dun ANTI MGS..
juz really a far skol for me..
n i scared to meet up sumone over there..
prevent it now is better then later..
=)

GOD PLEASE BLESS ME!!..

sunday

today is mamie day..
happy mamie day to all mother..
haha..
but for me..
no special...
coz i always wif my family...
haha..
no different lor..

i fall sick liao..
haiz...
saddie nyer..

tml muz go skol..
n now i fall sick..
haiz..
so charm..
but luckily i can sleep..

yesterday i got family gathering..
dad side de..
haha..
i talk wif 1 of my cousin bro..
n we discuss bout the study thing..
he ask the math n science stil in english..?
sure lar..
n he say..
he found out the teacher was terrible in teaching..
not only the student is weak in the sub..
normally..
(-) is subtract or minus..
but he say..
he heard ppl tel him..
is ''push''..
i was..
har..?
push?? got related meh..?
at last i noe wat he mean..
we always saw the door of some shop..
tolak=push..
n tarik= pull..
omg..!!
the teacher is totally damn smart...!
haha..

so tired..
got no mood to continue d..
chaoz..

friday

omg..!!!
today i went to ppd..
i felt so fire ler..
cant change..
then sumore need to hear ppl singing all around..
so stupid..

ET din inform today got tuition..
make me so rush..
haiz..
mr. peter ryan sumore teach 1 hour oni..
sad betul..
haiz..

i found out..
ET teacher all oso funny..
haha..
they got their own style of teaching..
haha...
so weird de..
but 1 thing they r same..
is the speed..
damn fast..
lik LRT..
make my writing lik shit oni..
hahaha..

n juz now i saw adrian..
paiseh..
i suddenly cant recognise..
haha..
sorry for show the weird face..
haha..

9th of MAY..
is 1 of my fren birthday..
she is ANG TZE HUI..!!
happy birthday jacklyn..!!
=)

i hoping i can change skol as fast as possible..!!
=)

6 may

what the phuck..!!
today i plan to do all my stuff finish..
n early in the morning i wake n do..
my printer no ink..
then i went n buy the ink..
then fix it d..
no ink still..
go change..
got some arguement..
then go bbt buy..
walao..!!!
the god muz b play me..
my printer spoilt..!!!!
ntg turn to me..
iskh..
i feel wanna kill myself off..
i plan to go ppd later..
now it make me so headache..
haiz..
early in the morning i get scold from my mum..
haiz..
plz lar..
i ask for help d..
but everyone ignore..
wat i can do..
y muz simply scold..
the printer problem ma..
my sis use more then me..
my turn to use spoilt wat i can do..
i feel everything turn up n down..
haiz..
sad..!!!

tuesday..

today is a normal day...
time fly very fast..
hehe...
i went to muet tuition...
luckily i dun fell sleepy..
hehe..

n i found out some funny ppl..
haha..
=P..
they so confuse wif their sub..
their conver so funny oso..

n i found out tht..
this year the system change..
we need to go on9 n check our form6 thing..
goverment change to high tech liao..
but actually is..
lazy liao..
haha...

ppl say 11 may skol start..
omg..
my birthday is the 1st day of skoling..
haiz..
but nvm lar..
no ppl date..
go skol oso good..
haha...

ppl who wannna go form 6..
please go to following website n check ur thing..
~www.moe.gov.my~

i hope i can go start skol..!!
i dun wan go gurl skol..!!!
please.!!!
gurl skol so sienz..!!!
haha..

wait for tml result..
hehe..

ops..
i not yet prepared anything for study..
uniform..
n shoes...
haha..
=P..
can long piak d..
XP

monday

today is a boring day too...

i read my love story book finish..
haha...
another book..
1 day finish..
i cant read very fast..
coz i very ''xiang shou'' the story...
every each word bring meaning to me..
hehe..
the book title is..
~ON THE WAY TO LOVE WITH YOU~
=)


yesterday..
my family n i went to genting..
so nice o..
so cold..
very cold..
hehe..
then we go eat nice food oso..
=)
many ppl over there..
=)

n..
after bac i felt so tired..
i slept..
then i got scary dream..
haiz..
very sad dream..
it make me cry so badly..
i really cry..
i so shock when i felt my tear droping on my hand..
>_<
i a feel so down today..
i never got tht bad dream for so long..
n now it come again..
scary..!!!

i would lik to wish happy birthday to may babies..!!!

saturday

today does'nt look lik a saturday..
dunnoe y...
i feel..
so boring..

i start my tuition edi..
today is acc..
i stil love the way mrs. lee teach..
=)

but..
when study life start..
my life is goin to same lik last time..
no freedome..
n many non-sense always appear..
y i cant b trusted..?
am i a ponteng kaki..?
no study then u all cant let me do some thing better..
study u all start to thing those stupid thing..
i oso dunnoe y my life lik so useless...
as i edi choose to study..
then i wil try my best..
but y u all lik to pour cold water on me..
u all did'nt support me at all..
after noe-ing JAS bro goin india for training..
n goin to work wif uncle..
n the opinion had change..
wtf.!!!
y dun juz ask me go work wif uncle..
he pay me..
then i work wif him..
get rich faster..

n i learn how to b selfish..
so i hate ppl point me to do sumthing i really hate..
if really wan to work wif uncle..
then after my study..
not now..
i am not money maker...
dun act infront of me..
n then say sumthing not nice to me..
i hate it..!!!

i will do my best..
i wont try to dissapoint u all..
i mean it..
dun over control me..!
i feel very stress..!!


yesterday din work..
coz of some stupidity ppl..
mayb the person got no brain..
dun understand english..
haiz..

then i hate to stay at home lik siao oni..
i plan to went out..
coz i cant even use the computer..
i went for movie..
n window shoping...
is nice..
i watch ''WOLVERINE''..
very nice o...
i love the story...
n i think of my last time..
i watch X-MEN (cartoon)..
haha..
we always pakat to wake early in the morning..
nice life..
hehe..
=)


is MAY already..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the MAY's babies..!!
=)
all the best in the life..
=)


MIE birthday is around the corner..
but i think this year wil b the most sienz wan..
coz my parent wil go dinner..
i got no date..
n i feel so moody nowadays...
haiz..
so sad..
>_<
hope something unpredictable wil happen..
hehe..