11 may 2009

wah..
now is 6.45pm..
i live in this world for 18 years d..
=)
happy birthday to myself...

btw i wanna thx again..
to all my fren tht had wish me..
earlier or on time or late..
i dun care lar..
is better then dun wish..
=)

my birthday wish is...
1st= i hope i can study smart n get gud result..
haha..
2nd= ofcoz i hope i can get as many ppl to sayang me..
hehe..
=)
another 1 is secret..
haha..

today everything does'nt goes smoothly..
haiz..
i feel so emo...
sumore suffering menstrual pain..
very suey..

i went MGS at almost 9am..
ofcoz wif api lor..
then we meet up many my ex classmate..
but i wanna change skol..!!
then i try to go ask for the form..
then i curi lari diri from MGS..
haha..
i n api get to lari keluar..
then i meet up wif my parent ofcoz..
i tel my parent i get the surat d..
then we go do at ppd..
today i went PPD for the 3rd times d..
but..
my form stil stuck over PPD place..
haiz..
so saddie..
the fella say..
tml u come i wil giv u the form..
i hope he dun fool me..
the fella even say..
''u jangan pergi sekolah lar..''
''nanti 2 minggu lepas u baru tukar sekolah..''
i was har..???
i gav the reason ofcoz..
i dun wan to stuck over MGS..
later i got many problem to face..
especially those merit point..
make me headache..
then i saw few ppl can get to change skol smoothly..
but me..
FAILED..
what the flower..!!
i was so mad tht time..
i feel lik cekik those ppl..
y can u c the IC tht today is my special day..
n u oni did it on me..
walau..
i saw everyone get cop so fast..
n i sit there wait stupidly..
haiz...!!!!!

luckily i din get scold from my mum..
if not i wil get more mad..!!!!
my dad is the 1 who keep nagging on me..
haiz..
ppl dun wan he go so many times..
but he juz throw me a sentence..
''u tot ppd is ur father wan ar..''
haiz..

since this word he gav me..
i juz need to keep my mouth shut n let him lor..
he lik to go for many times more..
tml will b the 4th time..
n might b the succesful result..
better dun tell me stupid thing anymore..!!!
@_@

i dun ANTI MGS..
juz really a far skol for me..
n i scared to meet up sumone over there..
prevent it now is better then later..
=)

GOD PLEASE BLESS ME!!..