=)

today was a bit tired..
we study b4 recess..
after recess we got bm..
n we sleep inside the class..
so funny..
all 6 sleep..
finish d all wake..

today quite happy..
coz sum fren talk funny thing..
haha..

n i try to ask w y..
sumthing..
coz i dun hope to make them unhappy lor..
coz i dun wan my fren to angry..
n i still wan to stand strong..
if i am wrong i should apologize..
n i will..
they r fren tht i share thing wif..
coz they oso wil giv me advise..
they help me too..
they joke around wif me..
we dun lik to step each other the tail..
anything i choose to noe it..
coz i wan noe i am wrong or rite..

erm....
thx for appreciate it..
n i learn a lot of thing after noeing all my fren..
got lot different type wan..
but i stil lik last time de life..
we always joke around..
n we wont lik now..
but i accept it..
coz this is a part of my life de challenge..

i so tired wif this type de life..
but..
think longer..
those child without anyone including their parent..
how they goin to support themself..
in problems..

mayb u r rite..
this type de situation is better..
coz i hav lot experience..
n mayb its enough edi..
i dun interupt ppl tht dun lik me..

u happy..
i oso wil happy..
=)
then is peace lor..
haha..


wang zi angry at me d..
coz when he need me i freeze him up..
me so bad o..
he so sad..
coz he had burn the cd player..
during his practical..
n now he need to pay for it..
it cost half month de salary..
>_<
he not enough to use..
n now still need to cut salary..

sorry dear..
i noe u r sad..
i n stil so bad treat u lik tht..
=(

hungry ghost month coming..
everything need to careful lor..
hope everyone oso careful lor..
dun go out til late nite..
guai guai stay at home..
=)

james kor kor..
talk wif me lot o..
he tell me he fight wif ppl tht he dun lik..
he share wif me lot thing..
i happy chat wif him..
=)

monday..

today is monday..
so funny o..
at prasad class..
haha..
lot joke..
haha..

juz now i too bored..
coz eli use computer..
so i go watch LONG KHONG!!!
wah.!!!
very scary o..
so kia lang..
i alone enjoy..
very nice o..
the way ppl do 'khong tao'...
omg..
so cruel..
this should let ppl who lik to do ppl..
to noe how the balasan..

meaningfull movie..
scary enough..
cruel enough..
=)

cant wait to watch child blood..!!
haha..

DUN EVER B SO CRUEL..
BALASAN WAIT FOR U..!
=)
REMEMBER IT..!


exam around the corner..!!!
hehe..

fun day..

sunday..
today...
we go genting wif family...
n kao siang..
haha..
we ejoy alotz..
we take lotz pic..
haha..
go there release stress....
=)

saturday..
yesterday..
i n my sis go ek hse.
coz ah yi b'day..
alot ppl go lor..
haha..
we special at inside wan..
i, eli, sam, ek, vk, hsiang, hanson, hk...
we chit chat..
as i noe..
hk teeth kena from gavin..
so he cant eat..
haha..
we keep suan siao him..
haha..

friday..
we go mei yee hse..
weng soon come pick us go lor..
we enjoy at there...
we talk around..
play around..
many ppl there..
they play wif their car..
especially ivan..
he drive REXON come..
so they play his car lor..
haha..
we bac at 11 sumthing..
quite late..

this three day we was fun...
but..
i stil not in mood..
coz..
prince tel me sumthing i dun wan to hear again..
haiz..
should i giv up..?
headache..
y so many question mark on my head..?
i had talk to him on friday..
i tot should very happy de..
but..
other way round..
haiz..
miss wang zi so so much..

btw..
i wan thx my kor n sum bf...
~james, farn kit, kong, jason n etc..~
u all tell me lot meaningfull thing..
i appreciate it..
=)

fun day..

...

erm..
i find out..
lotz weird ppl now this..
they could say sumthing funny..

y ar..?
izit atmosphere polution..?
haha..

i feel tired wif my life..
but few of real fren..
had tell me sumthing..
so..
i choose to stand strong..

i din say tht i wan fight..
juz i do wat i wan..
n i wil b selfish..
coz..
b gud ppl no use wan..
b gud giv ppl say til more worst..
need my help come find me..
no need me thought me as illusion..

but..
u all de treat make me understand many thing..
i never angry of u all..
coz i am wrong..
so i not stand for right..
juz treat bac how u all treat me..

thank u for u all giv me de lesson..

i dun step ur tail..
u dun step my tail..
enough lor..
okies..













my prince..
when u can accompany..
i need u so muchie..
haiz..
miss u lotz...

>_<

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many thing we cant judge it wif it's cover..

apreciate it alot!!!

muahaha..
suddenly i bcome so famous..
thx to SEE FION & LIM KYALIN..
scold as much as u all lik ok..
=)
i mmg need to kena..
i edi noe..
i noe i giv stupid reason for it..
goin tuition n bla bla bla..
i noe u all try to do sumthing to let me go UM..
u all say i tak appreciate or wat oso can lar..
coz u all mmg berhak to scold n angry..

I DIN SAY I AM RIGHT ALWAYS!
I APOLOGIZE TO BOTH OF U..
THIS IS MY WRONG..

i noe tht wan..
u all beh song oso no use ma..
stil cant go..

if u all really wan to kick me out..
is ok de..
i wont say anything de..
=)
coz i mmg do ntg wan..
at 1st oso i say i cant do things wan..
i wont attend activities..
i din force u all to choose me..

DO WAT U ALL WAN..
N SCOLD WAT U ALL WAN..
I WIL APPRECIATE IT..
COZ UR SCOLD WIL MAKE ME UNDERSTAND MYSELF MORE..
THANK U VERY MUCH..!

this saturday n sunday u all r goin UM..
HOPE U ALL ENJOY..
WITHOUT ME..
U ALL WIL ENJOY MORE..
I NOE..!
=)

i wont eye pain reading on it..
i wont ear pain hear it..

coz i sudah biasa wif the way u all always do..
=)
show as bitter face as u all can..
i wil appreciate it..
=)

I AM SORRY OF MY WRONG..!

i wil never lost my skin to see n hear u all de CACI..
ribuan terima kasih di ucapkan..

erm.. funny day..

erm..
today many thing happen lor..

1stly..
i think i wan to giv a sijil to TAN CHENG YING..
sijil of PHD..!!!
she always say so wan...
wat is phd mean..?
tht mean punca, hantu, dalang...!
punca=she CURI my book..!
hantu=she tel other tht she keep for me..!
dalang=she is a big lier..!
but no use..
she got no GUTS to ADMIT!
din even say SORRY!
she can say so LOUD..!
tht she so GOOD help me KEEP my book..
actually i dun noe tht i suddenly bcome bad ppl..!
Z n Y told me..
tht she help me keep my book n jaga my book..
the ask y i so so xiao qi..
angry a person tht help me keep my book..!!!
i was HAR?? i got hear wrong or not o..?
y she sud b gud ppl d wan..
i laugh lor..
coz we noe the REAL truth..
then we tell the story lor..
but trust or not nvm d..
coz GOD n we noe who r the rite wan..
u all wan blive who oso nvm lar..
coz the wrong wan will scared nia ma..
without her i wont die..
i do wat i can is enough..

W say tht me very xiao qi..
n vivian tan wan face..
if we can bertolak ansur then wil ntg..
but y i must tolak ansur as i din do wrong..
i din even hear sorry from her..
she sumore NO GUTS to ADMIT!..
i dun need this type of fren..
juz c who need who lor..
i choose this way..
i wil nvr lost anything..
=)

2nd..
aftr recess..
sudd UM thing comes..
haiz..
b4 this say attandence no gud canot go..
now say board member compulsory..
muahahaha..
i find ppl take my place d..
u sumore wan come show face to me..
btw..
i wan THANKS to u all..
coz so care bout me..
if u all din care me oso wont show me bitter face..
thank u very much to giv me so much attention..
thank u..
=)

then go tuition..
sudd so suey wan..
haha..
luckily mrs wong help me..
haha..

then go prasad..
i found out tht star skol student de add. math. project..
omg..
juz copy n paste..
so song..
haha..
but they counted a bit lazy...
haha..
coz everything print..!!!
haha..

yesterday i 3 am oni sleep..
haha..
so tired..
haha..
but i stil ok wif it..
i chat if my sis so long..
haha..
chat til my mouth oso pain..

i miss wang zi lotz..
=)

...

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tired day.. =(

backie..!!

today so tired..
my whole body oso very pain..
haiz..

today prasad class very fun..
coz i keep kena boom..
this few class..
i keep gi him boom..
haiz..
he was wrong..
but he shoot me bac..
>_<

wang zi msg me jz now..
haiz..
he fall sick again..
haiz..
so sad..
feel he was very serious sick..
haiz..
hope he can care himself..
>_<
faster recover...!!!
so woried...!
my dear fast recover...

saturday

yesterday is normal de saturday lor..
i not so tired d..
coz yesterday i sleep early lor..
haha..
actually i today go for amali..
but din go..
haha..
coz help mum lor..

after work..
we go eat..
from outside i saw boon yong edi..
mantau..
wah sey..
really they at there..
so paiseh..
but nvm lar..
everyone can go there ma..
=)

but at nitez..
i was'nt in gud mood..
coz..
v make me feel so down..
haiz..
everytime..
he try to make me feel happy..
but sumtime he make me feel so lonely..
y?
wat i should do..?
i dunnoe how to tel him my feeling..
haiz..
so sad..
i hope he could noe me a lil more..

today is a sunday..
a hot sunday..
i went to kp at afternoon..
coz my dad wan buy shirt..
hehe..

fun time comes..
i meet wei wei..
i called her..
but she din hear..
so i try to cekik her..
she so scared n jump to her san jie there..
haha..
her san jie oso scared..
haha..
funny ler..

after tht we meet again..
at lift..
backie time..
haha..
i keep laugh when saw her..
she say i so bad..
haha...
u always bully me..
haha..
eng gai..!

thursday..

today is normal day lor..
hehe..
i am happy..
coz i eat lot chocolate..
haha..
chocolate queen..!
haha..
i lik sweet thing lotz..
coz can make my mood better...
haha..

may today wake me up..
thx may o..
hehe..

erm...
i wan say sorry to wei wei..
coz i not supose to guai her..
coz she din do wrong..
i dun acept ur sorry coz u r not wrong..
u r not the person tht should apologize..
=)
today i bite wei wei oso..
haha..
=P..

who do wrong who should apologize..
tht is the yuan zhe...!
rite..?

prasad class was fun..
haha...
=P..
sumtime not fun..

omg..
i found out tht my excel cant use..
iskh..!!
my add maths project die liao..
>_<

wednesday

today was'nt in gud mood..
be coz of FRIEND..!!!!!
i dun noe wat i had done..
til i need to b treated lik tht..
wat the fuck..!!!!!
i dun wan scold actually..
but wat the gud reason u can tel me tht..
i no need to b so angry..

the book is important for me..
bcoz is wei wei giv wan..
n i got important inside tht..
i dun wan do 2 time work..
>_<
i so angry..
bcoz i ask so so many times..!!!
i noe tht it was'nt in my bag..
i check so many times...
haiz...
after BI time my book come bac..
some of them knew tht...
but stil bluf-ing me lik so stupid..
sumore say ''ur eye got problem''....
then say 'the book got leg wan'...
i was'nt angry if u tel me..
u tertake or is wif u..
coz i finding lik hell..
n some stil can pakat to bluff me..
wat a such fren...
actually i tot mayb i really so lucky the book come bac..
i so happy..

then i try ask sumone who gt open my bag..
n the secret had been tel out..
n i feel..
i so stupid...
wat type of frenz is this...!!!
so fun to play this thing izit..?
or i make U bo song..?
or stealing ppl thing very fun..?
i step ur tail izit..?

it is not 1st time edi..
if U try do other ppl then ok lar..
but y keep aim me..
my thing so nice to giv ppl keep izit..?
try to use brain n think lar..
do sumthing wrong d..
plz explain lar..
i din force u to say sorry or wat..
i juz wan to noe where my thing go....
n y u need to do so..
how if U de thing oso lik tht..
u noe wat is appreciate ma..?
u bo sim tia wan ar..?
ur heart is made from steel ar..?
IF GOT PPL FEEL I AM WRONG PLZ LEAVE A GOOOD REASON..!!!!

then i go tuition..
funny thing happen..
hahahaha...!!!
kyalin tisu bag drop..
haha..
yong meng say is china bread..
haha..
he keep say touch liao 'shui' three year..
haha..
dun belive us sumore..
haha..
funny..
his reaction..
muahahaha....

miss v..
how is him now ar..?
gt injured sumore ma..?
omg..

james..
tml having exam..
good luck to u ya..
=)

wei L kor kor..?
where r u o..?
haiz..
disappear liao...?
sobs...

tuesday...

today is tuesday o..
i go skol..
then got tuition..
but i din go..
haha..
i always din go BI tuition for the 1st week..
haha..

i help mummy lor..
canot run wan..
haha..

then...
i very tired....

missing sumone..
worry bout him..
coz today 1st day working ma..
n..
he got injured..
so saddie o..
nvm..
injured is the start of success..
=)

i go aeon oso..
we go shop shop...
then go help api buy book..
find until lik siao..
but at last i found it..
juz oni at the outside rak..
iskh...

my mum mood so gud..
buy so many book for sis..
haha..

we buy roti oso..
mum buy T-shirt for herself...
then..
saw lot ppl..
haha...

i miss v lotz...
hehe..

ken lim..?
he was'nt look good..
n he is weird..
dun noe wat to comment..

wei L kor kor ler..?
haiz..
'bu neng shuo de mi mi'..
destroy kor kor mood..

owh..
i sud remember KT..
haha..
long tim edin chat wif him..
he sure say i bo sim wan..
haha..
=P..

1 thing..!!!
wei wei giv me de book lost d..
where i put..?
inside lee yee bac..?
or wat ler..?
charm ler..
sobs..
my improtant thing inside..