tuesday

so boring o today..
i every day pun boring..
haiz..
sad nyer..!!
i my head grow micro liao..
iskh..!!

i went ET today..
ask for uition ting.
omg..!!
so expensive o..
haiz..
1 month RM360++..
haiz..
no earn money but keep spend money..
no use betul..
haiz..
n all at klang..!!
charm lor..
i wil ki siao liao lor..
haiz..

owh..
i remember sumthing..
bout a boy..
oni 13 years old..
he get whack from other boys..
the reason is..
he go disturb other ppl gf..
omg..!!!
n his mother say is impossible..
13 Y.O. boy how to disturb gurl..
haha..
i heard d i feel so funny..
=P..
this cant blame the boy mum..
coz he noe wat he had done..!
blekz..

i finish my story book..
i feel so lonely after reading..
coz of sum reason lor..
hehe..

monday

today very tired n boring..
early in the morning go ''bai shua''..
go visit ah kong..
the place got a bit crack..
tht day oni i ask..
but i din tel my dad..
hehe..

i feel so weird..
y i wan to help canot wan ar..?
so weird..
>_<
girl beh sai help meh..?
then y another jie jie can..?
iskh...
my ah kong oso ma..
sumore i not yet married leh..
i am stil LIM family member..!!
>_<
nvm..
coz of ah kong..
i juz let it b lor..
go c ah kong where can sad sad de o..
hehe..
so dun care lor..
=)

today abit busy o..
got no time to sleep..
haha..

i go for the nextstory book..
''kiss kiss bad girl..''
haha..
another touch story..
i feel so sad for the girl n boy..
haiz..
love make ppl blind too..!!!
hehe..

april coming..
mean tuition goin start soon..
charm charm..

i wan hug hug..
hug as tight as i could..
i wanna tell all my feeling out..
who wil b the person..?

..>_<..

sunday

super boring de sunday..
i wake early..
but sill stck to my bed il very late..
haha..
i eat maggie for my lunch.
hehe...
so weird..
i tot can go out..
but dad sleep d..
>_<
so stay at home lor..
sleep..!!!
hehe..

yesterday..
i had finish reading a story book..
haha..
so touch de book..
blek..
i oso wanna noe the answer..
y forever does'nt fall for every couple..?
so sad de o..

i feel lik wanna cekik ppl..
coz i found out sumthing..
is a funny thing actually..
omg..
when i noe i was..
what the flower..!!!
lik tht oso can...

haha..
i feel so so so jealous toward few girl..
hehe..
they r so geng..
hehe..
not bad jealous..
is gud jealous o..
hehe..

i feel no love anymore..
y ar..?
the feeling is getting less..
y ar..?
dunnoe wat i really wan oso..
so stupid de me..

y siu wen so stupid..?
cant siu wen b smarter.?
iskh..!!!

i cut my front hair..
haha..
my sis say look nerd..
but quite lik it de..
make me not so mature look..
hehe..
=P

saturday.

today is wei li birthday..
WEI LI!!
Happy Birthday o...
=)
all the best to u ya..

today i so so boring..
boring til wan faint d..
my sis got lotz date..

but me leh..?
apa pun tak da..
haiz...
''fa mei'' d...!!

i feel so lonely nowadays..
when i can really feel a person ar..?
when i can hug a person..?
when i can kiss a person..?
when i can always not lonely..?
when i can hold a person hand..?
wheni can really in love..?

omg..!!
story book really make me siao..
haiz..

so jealous my sis..
but too bad..
i not lik her so socialise n attractive..
sad sad..!!

at home so sienz..
but nobody date me out..!!!
alone go out so meaningless..
haiz..!!!!

friday

i sleep so so so long..
yesterda i 8pm liktht edi sleep..
haha..
feel sleep then sleep lor.
oer sleep..
today lik very tired..
haha..

i went to skol today..
i fetch lee yee oso..
haha..
we go skol ask sumthing..
but ntg i get..
swt..

i feel so lost still..
i dunnoe wat i should do..
haiz...
study..?
working..?
haiz..
y i so useless...
sobs..

i send gift to wei li..
so fast he get it liao..
i tot sat oni he wil get..
n he so fast edi open it..
no suprise de o..
hope he really lik it ba..
i do everything myself..
except the sweet n the hanger..
=p

thursday..

a borig day..

i plan to go skol..
but fail..
haiz..

i saw mei fenn n fang sheng..
so shock..
hehe..
but i got no time to talk to them..
coz i rushing ler..
many customer..
paiseh lor..
=)

i watch boy over flower juz now..
so touch ler..
i love the story..
abit diff..
more touch de movie..
the mean of love..
y 2 ppl in love cant together ler..?
haiz..
so complicated..

btw..
happy birthday to march baby..
=)
all the best for u all ya..

so sleepy..
wan go oi oi lor..
buhbye..
z_z

tuesday

backie..
so so so tired..
haiz..

not really enjoy..
but go there no trouble...
come bac need think lotz thing..
haiz..
so sienz..

today work lik hell..
so tired sumore work til lik siao..
i alone help oni..
haiz..
>_<

so sorry to dildo..
i cant reply u d..
i ter close the notez...
so cant find u d..
hope dildo wil come again..
so sorry..
=P..

i got a mini i-phone..
so nice..
but i use til so pek cek..
touch screen phone not easy to use..
haha..
=P
i got few nice dress oso..
n 2 bags..
=)

but the place ther so so so dirty..
no hygien wan..
omg..
any where they oso 'PUIK'..
the girl more charm..
go in the toilet..
no close door wan..
got door but dun wan use..
waste of time..?
few girl inside a toilet room..
how to do business ar..?
haha..

btw..
i at china..
i receive 20++ aby de msg..
n 20++ keat yeong de msg..
haha..
got blank de..
got weird weird de...
=P

i miss wei li lotz..
wei li bday coming..
=)

everyone lik to giv lot comment..
haiz..
i really very dizzy wif it..

yesterday i got weird dream..
>_<

monday..

haha..
today is so busy..
but not very log de busy..
juz bac from shop lor..
=)

we bring all the important thing bac..
haha..
so so much..
lik siao oni..
all bcoz of the stupid ppl..
lik to steal thing..
n simply go in ppl building..
no brain..!!

we r prepared d..
haha..

goin to china at coming 6.50am..!!
haha..
not goin to update for 8 days kua..
haha..

we plan to buy lotz thing..
haha..
charm lor..
=P

i will go enjoy as much as i can..!!
haha..
relax..!!
muahaha...
coz i wil siao again..
after mytrip..
haha..

i will miss all my fren..!!
hehe..
miss me ya..
=P..

my ns fren..
so sorry i cant go out wif u all..
next time bou sou..
=)
huggies..!

bye..!!

saturday

today so boring..
at shop but not really busy..
untill noon..

but luckily stil got customer...
haha..

yesterday i could'nt sleep..
after thinking so so long..
haiz..
at last i think i wan to take the challenge..
since my parent allow me to go study..
i hope i can do it..

but few fren say...
form 6 very very hard..
i feel so so so scared...!
haiz..
really make me crazy..

charm charm..
sobs....

...>_<...

friday 2..

bac home d..!!
from mummy shop lor..
i think of lotz thing..
n i get lotz advise..

i mayb wanna change my mind..
since i stil young i can go study..
i thinking to go form 6..
i wil take my travel time to think...!!!
my mum support me..!!
coz she really satisfied wif my result...
i hav prove to her so much..
haha..

i so happy ler...
i win sumone..!!!
haha..
he is 1 of my mum customer son..
everytime he win me..
n he go for many tuition..
no working but busy study..
upsr n pmr..
he win me..
her mum so happy..
n my mum wil say tht i not so smart..
n i need to help my mum to work..
so my mum dun giv us pressure...
she always let us go n do it ourselves..
but this time..
i make my mum feel so proud..!!!
haha..
i win him at last..!
once is oso enough for me d..
my mummy get call from her customer n fren..
all came n congrat me..
thank you aunties..!!!
u all de support i get it..!!
hahahahaha..

later goin bbk..
my dad fren wanna c me..
haha..
go makan free meal..?
mayb..
haha...
i told him i mayb can get 2A..
but i get 4A..
he very happy wif it oso..
he always got confident on me..
thank you uncle..!

i had make my parent so happy..!!
i am happy too..
=)

i sleep so well last night..!
i feel so tired..

wei li oso tired o..
too bad i not wif him..
i wish i could always bside him..
love ya..
muaxie...!

friday.!!

haha..
actually i miss out sumthing..
haha..
my grandma gave me RM100..!!
my parent bought me a cake..!
n bring us to china soon..!!
this is counted my award..
thx lotz..!!
love ya..!!
muaxie..!!

thursday..

result day..!!!
i cant really sleep..!!
cant eat oso..!!
yesterday noon eat til today noon....
haha..
nitez got eat ice cream..!!
coz go chit chat wif fren..
when we will gather lik tht again..?

i get gud result..
i feel is good..
for me lar..
for other i dunnoe..
haha..

congratz to all fren tht feel satisfied de..
to all not satisfied de..
u all still ca sit for other exam..
try harder next time..

many girl cry..
sum were laughing..
many emotion at the hall...

i am so so so happy today..
thx wei li..
wei li oso a person tht encourage me to get this result..
thx to my family..
thx to my teacher..
thx to my fren..
lastly..
thx to myself..

=)

saddie nitez..

haiz..!!
i feel so down now..

i admit tht my chinese wrong typing getting very cha..
n slow..
but wat to do..
haiz..
i not busy but u think i am..
i dunnoe how to explain..

i dunnoe how to guan sim ppl..
ya..
is true..
i guan sim ppl in heart..
not outside..

today i knew tht i dunnoe wat is love, sweety, care...
i am so sorry...
i does'nt mean it..

i feel i consider a failure..
coz i dunnoe many thing..
all oso ppl tell..
oni i noe..

i cant really communicate wif u in real life..
n u compare me wif ur fren..
i really scared u wil do the same decision again..
but i getting hard to catch u d..
i dunnoe whether there is anyone tht wanna grab u away..
last time u use to share wif me lotz..
but now u r not d..
i try to share thing wif u..
but u seem dun lik to noe..

''someone trust u wont ask for reason...
someone don't trust u wont hear ur explaination..''

i do love u....


and...
juz now i went out wif gurl fren..
we chit chat lotz..
coz 1 of them bac from ns d..
we whare our thing..
everyone of us facing same prob kua..
coz few hour more we wil take our result d...

but i not happy at all..!!!!
i am yours..?
u r mine..?

who can let me noe the answer..?
myself got no answer...
me n u together d.?
y cant we lik last time.?
haiz...
i feel so confuse now..
mayb i am super gong de girl..

wednesday..!

errr...
i did'nt sleep wel last night..
haiz...
the mosquito n water..!!
iskh..

i wake early today..
coz my parent wake early..
they talk n wake me up..
sound polution always wake me up..
>_<

tonight dunnoe can sleep or not..
coz tml is the day we need to take our spm result..!
my dad says..
''u dun come back if u fail''..
>_< charm charm...!

i plan to go early to skol..
but my mum say tml got customer in the morning..
haiz..
so so so sad..!!!
i wanna go early..!
c tml how 1st d...
y my plan always failed..?

btw..
ATTENTION TO 2008 SPM DE KLANG CONVENT GIRL..!
WE ARE NOT ALLOW TO WEAR SHORT SHORT PANT, MINI SKIRT N SLEEVE-LESS SHIRT TO TAKE RESULT...
stupid de skol..
always got lotz rule...
not there de student oso muz follow rule..
>_<
this announcement is my sis tell me de..
trust or not is depend on u all..!!

welcome back all ns fren..!!!
=)

at last i finish half d...
left 1 more part..
haha..
so so happy..
=P..
but my sis say not nice..
=(
so sad to hear tht..
haiz...
how ler..?
sobs..

btw..
farn kit come n wish me luck yesterday..
he seem diff..
but is gud..
i wont feel hate on him..
=)

btw..
y wanna say me til so bad..?
..>_<..

nitez

err...
charm charm..
we juz found tht our room got flood..
haiz..
we cant sleep weel tonight..
so ko lian..

parent quarrel liao..
sobs...
lil bit water => no water => lotz water..
haiz..
so so sad..

we goin china sumore..
1 week..!!!
how can we go happily..?
haiz..
so sienz lar..

who can recover it..?
haiz...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh..........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tuesday..

today wake at 10am++..
coz my a gu come n do sumthing..
so muz wake early..

i need to jaga hse..
swt..

then i go work lor..
quite lotz ppl..
>_<

this few day quite late sleep de o..
coz i doing sumthing..!!
hehe..
half way d..!!!!
so happy...
i wanna to prepared earl..
b4 i go china..
so i wont so rush..
=P..

owh..
wei li leave msg at chat box..!!
1st time..
i so so so shock saw his name appear..
hehe..
blekz..
at last at last lor..
so so so so so happy lor..!!
hehe...

tml is wednesday..!!
another tml is my result day..!!!!!
haha...
abit nervous abit cant wait.
haha..
time tick faster..!!!!!!!!


miss miss miss..!!!!!
^*^

monday

today is a public holiday..
but we stil work..
=)

i got my idea at last..
haha..
=P

i busy doin..
my hand is alway busy wif it..
haha..

actually we plan to work half day..
then go sunway..
but tired make us cancel our plan..
haha..

3 days more to take result..
count down-ing..
haha..

i saw KY pm..
he is single..?
no love..?
err...
i din ask him..
but if got chance i wil ask him..
=)

sumone make me so moody..
haiz..
bully me so nice izit..?
i hate ppl do tht to me..
if u think i need u so much..
u r wrong..!
i dun need ppl tht keep wan find problem on me..
i hate it..!!!

my hp so silent this few day..
so i din reload oso lor..
juz left it lik tht..

wei li angry ma..?
y i feel wei li very moody de o..?
i dun dare to msg..
i dun dare to tell much thing..
sobs..

sunday..

yesterday nite..
half way of doing sumthing..
my parent wanna bring me out..
then i went out wif parent lor..
we go wrong road..
omg..
so jam..
we take 1 hour to reach our destination..
haiz..
wait til so sienz..
but luckily we stil can use the shortest time to reach..
haha..

today morning i fetch my sis go port klang..
haha..
we saw jacky auntie son n husband..
haha..
feel weird..
bleks..

then i come bac..
no sleep lor..
coz wan go eat..
today we go eat dim sum..
haha..
so nice o..
i saw bel n ben family..
=)

then dad din eat..
so we go find ''gu gu''...
haha..
eat again.
but not me..
haha...
then we wanted to pay..
aunty edi pay for us..
err...
thx lor..

then we go ah ma hse...
i go there sure feel wanna kill the maid...
the maid so no manners..
haiz..
no respect to my grandma..
no brain wan..
her family is human.
my ah ma oso human..!!!
i hate ppl treat my grandparent badly..!!
u all will get bac when u all r old..!
iskh..!!

suddenly..
jason chan msg me..
haha...
he say tht he wil b bac soon..
haha..
i nvr tot he wil msg me..
haha..
but he dun wish to come bac..?
tht time scared wanna go..
now pulak..?
haha..
but sad to hear tht he break up wif his gf d..
errr...
but he got new target d..
kena boom..
haha..
but gud lar..
hope he can hav gud gf lor..
=)

i stil thinking i can do..?
no idea..
but i edi did 1..
but stil dun really satisfied wif it..
do sumore..!!!
hehe..
gambateh..!!
=)

4 day more to take result..
i told a uncle tht i can get 3 A's..?
can I?
hope i can get moe than tht..
god bless..!!
to me n to everyone..

sat & fri

a funny friday...
i wake early...
coz my parent wake me lor..
haha..
dad go pasar buy many thing for us to eat..
haha..
so yummy..!!!

then we go shop lor..
coz got no idea wher to go..
after tht we over bored liao..
dad call the sell hse de..
wan go c hse..!!
at palm grove oso lar..
haha...
1.15pm we make appointment..
haha..

the hse look ok..
but we dun lik..
coz RM200K..
very very ex..
n the design we dun really lik..
is indian hse..
sure not same taste..
haha..


on da way to fetch eli..
we tak sumting funny..
haha..
suddenly i got the idea..
dun need to buy shop or hse..
straight do in side a bus or kontena..
can go anywhere sumore..
haha...
24 hours service...
no need to scared robery..
haha...
good idea leh..?
i think other country got this service edi..
hope here oso can hav this service..
=P

today so bored..
my sis wake me up..
iskh..
early in the morning go skol duno for wat..
last time we din go oso..
haiz..
@_@

then i sleep bac..
but not enough sleep d lor..
iskh..

then we go eat bah kut teh..
then go eat ''tou hua''..
hehe..
=)
then go work lor..

this few day i start to ki siao liao...
>_<
my brain really stuck when i feel i can do it better..
haiz..
i did few..
but i stil dun satisfied..
haiz..
i wil try my best to improve myself..!!

wednesday

today super sienz..
my head feel so so heavy..
haiz..
my eye very pain oso..
this few day i feel so so tired..
haiz...
dunnoe y...

i went to aeon today..
not even 1 hour come bac liao..
coz go ther juz simply walk nia..
n i saw frens lor..
sure de..
=)

then bac shop..
work a while then bac time..!!
go take sis n go bac...

then i go bath n go sleep liao..
9pm++ oni wake again..
coz i wan watch tv..
haha..
til now..
wan go sleep again..

i goin bcome pig liao..!!!
haha..

my courses change time again..
so sienz lar..
always sit at home do ntg..
flies around me liao..
sobs..
MAY oni got thing do..
charm..
1 month +++ sumore..
later near cny i dunneed to go sumore..
waste money betul..
iskh..!!

gud nite ba..
mai write d..

tuesday..

juz finish my movie..
i go watch movie at aeon wif my fren..
we force to sit couple sit..
but nice leh...
no need to watch til neck pain..
haha..
=P
we go watch ''love matter'' lor..
haha..
laugh til siao ler..
hahahahahahaha...
but a bit am sap lor..
no wonder is 18PL...

very curious of guy liao..
haha...
blekz..
=P

b4 tht i help mum..
luckily i can change time..
but let lin wait til so long..
sorry o lin..

acually plan go 7pm..
but change to 9.30pm..
haha...

but a bit suey o...
my car door suddenly cant close..
bcoz of my itchy hand..
iskh..
so charm..
luckily got a couple drive myvi park beside me..
i ask for help..
hampir cry..
sobs..
i hampir close the door n kena his hand..
so sorry..
>_<
when the kor kor wan go take thing to repair...
the door suddenly ok liao..
hehe..
so scared o..
the indon or sabahan stand near ther..
make me more kia..
luckily ntg..
thx to the kor kor..
so malu o..
>_<''

so tired..
oi oi time..
z_z
good night..

monday..

today really a tired day..
i feel so so tired..
i did'nt sleep well last nite..
omg..
i wanted to sleep so much..
but i couldnt sleep..
haiz..
mayb i noon sleep too much..
but i always lik tht oso can sleep de..
juz dunnoe y..
no 1 teman me sumore..
i scare disturb ppl..
so i din find fren..

this few day..
i got nightmare..
so so scary o..
i dunnoe y i keep get the same nightmare on my mind..
y cant juz dun come again..
i dun wan to lost ppl i love..
sobs..

jason says sumthing weird..
haha..
y i chat wif tzu at blog..?
haha..
it is the way of not simply waste money..
bcoz we got ntg much to talk..
his reaction was so weird..
haha..
i did'nt mean to say him..
then sud he pulak ask bout my love thing..
n he always disappear suddenly..
swt.. >_<''

i receive rabbit comment again..
i feel so scared at 1st...
scared he ki siao again..
luckily he did'nt..
but he says he wil wait till i understand...
swt..
i dunnoe how to explain..
so i juz straight forward n say..
''i dun love u..''
hurt now is better then later...

i goin fall sick soon..

SPM result goin to come out..!!!
so nervous o...
i hope i can get it b4 i go china..
hehe..
so i can happy or sad 1st...
haha..

i juz now went to D blog..
sis found her blog..
i feel so sad for her...
she had break up wif her bf,..
she so weak...
hope she wil stand strong for her own..
god less her ya..
=)

wei li on9 juz now..
i siao lang sis did'nt tel me..!!
so mad lar..
when i saw he edi appear to be off9..
iskh...
i msg through hp pulak cant delivered..
>_<

sleepy d..
tata...
gudnitez..

sunday

男生的爱只有一次(是男生的就看,看有没有道理)

男生的爱只有一次，每一个男生都是这样，他可以对每个女生说“我爱你”，

但他一辈子只会爱 上一个人，只有一个。

女生需要的是一个关怀她，爱她，可以让她依靠，

保护她的人，当她遇到 一个男生时，爱的死去活来，山盟海誓。

然后因为种种原因的分开，她不会再记得他，或者说不 会记得那么深刻。

因为当她遇到一个更好的男生时，她会拿两个人来比较，

她会觉得遇到更好的是她的幸运.


但男生不是这样，当他爱上一个女生，真真正正的爱，他不会再爱上任何一个人。


当这段感情失败后，他会把这段记忆放在心里，把这个女生放在心底。


原来一个男生可以把很多 女生放在心里，但一辈子只有一个女生可以在他心底。


无论他以后会跟再多的女生相处，他都会 清楚的知道，自己最爱的是谁。


无论以后他遇到的女生多么优秀，他也不会改变。


因为他心底的 女生是他的支柱，他不会用她和任何一个人相比，


他认为这种比较是愚蠢的，他一辈子只会爱她一个。


放在心底的女生，永远的伤痕。男生都是爱面子的，也许他平时会活的很潇洒，

但在一个人孤独的时候，他会放下所有的尊严，放声痛哭，思念唯一的她。


男生的爱一辈子只会付出一 次。男生的爱只有一次.


i found this at ppl's blog..
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today super boring..
keep sleep nia..