saddie nitez..

haiz..!!
i feel so down now..

i admit tht my chinese wrong typing getting very cha..
n slow..
but wat to do..
haiz..
i not busy but u think i am..
i dunnoe how to explain..

i dunnoe how to guan sim ppl..
ya..
is true..
i guan sim ppl in heart..
not outside..

today i knew tht i dunnoe wat is love, sweety, care...
i am so sorry...
i does'nt mean it..

i feel i consider a failure..
coz i dunnoe many thing..
all oso ppl tell..
oni i noe..

i cant really communicate wif u in real life..
n u compare me wif ur fren..
i really scared u wil do the same decision again..
but i getting hard to catch u d..
i dunnoe whether there is anyone tht wanna grab u away..
last time u use to share wif me lotz..
but now u r not d..
i try to share thing wif u..
but u seem dun lik to noe..

''someone trust u wont ask for reason...
someone don't trust u wont hear ur explaination..''

i do love u....


and...
juz now i went out wif gurl fren..
we chit chat lotz..
coz 1 of them bac from ns d..
we whare our thing..
everyone of us facing same prob kua..
coz few hour more we wil take our result d...

but i not happy at all..!!!!
i am yours..?
u r mine..?

who can let me noe the answer..?
myself got no answer...
me n u together d.?
y cant we lik last time.?
haiz...
i feel so confuse now..
mayb i am super gong de girl..