a stressfull day

i cant wake today..
i started to love my bed more..
i love to stick with my bed..!
dont want to wake up..
haiz...

i think i did something not good today..
so sorry..!
i will think wisely before i do anything next time...

i hope our friendship last long..
>_<

by the way..
i still anti some..
haiz..

am i still over sensitive..?

i miss my meat...
my other skol buddy..
if all of us same class how good..
hehe..
we can study together..!
juz lik ah yer..
she now so close wif tze hui, sook leng n see wen..
n i can meet all my buddy at tuition..!
so sad..!

i miss wei li..
i wan share my skol thing wif him..
he is oni 1 tht can give me opinion..
i need his advise n support..!
but dunnoe how is him edi..
hehe..
wei li muz add oil o..
smile always to make the day better..
=)

haha..
i love my fairy tale world...
but who willing to join me..?
hehe.. =P
i wan ppl tht really can giv me usefull advise n support de o..

thx to wei n lin..!!!
huggies..!

sunday

a moody sunday..
i dunnoe y i keep emo-ing..
haiz..
i feel lik scold ppl..
my words r bull shit izit..?
cant listen to me..?
when need my help then anything can..
fine..
i noe how to treat this kindof ppl..!!!

yesterday when mamak wif kyalin n api..
we talk lotz..!
haha..
happily we share our things..
hehe..
ofcoz they shock see-ing my short hair..
haha..
i saw wei chin kor too..!!!
kor say i got nice hair..
hehe..
thx lotz kor..~

then today i wake early to ET..
coz i need to bring my sis to tuition lor..
hehe..
i 4get to bring my hp..
so charm..
bcoz of the hp..
i so emo..
babi wan...!
%&(_+*#@#&(~...!!!!

i wan hug hug....!
when i can hug sumone..?
haiz..
so sad..

next month account change time for 1 month..
tired..!
sunday is a fully pack day..!
tuition from 9am to 5.30pm..
so sad..!

finnally i got chance..
hehe....
coz i saw R.O.J.W. on9 lor..
haha..
luckily he is frenly..
but at skol he is a strict person..!
x_x

well..!!
BON ODORI is coming soon..!!
the date fall on 18 july 2009(saturday)..
the 33rd times..
time is 5pm to 9.15pm..
i wan to go..!!
who can fetch me go..?
sobs...

i miss him..
but i cant do anything..
so sad..
sobs..~

thursday..

wah..
long time no update d..
hehe..
i was quite busy..
many thing happen in 1 week++ time..
=)

i attend my skol orientation..!
omg..
so special wan..
the senior really bully us..!
ask us to do many many weird task..
haiz..
i think i had run the whole skol few times..
>_<
but i do learn lotz thing on it..

past few days..
we had make our P. am teacher gone mad..
she screw all of us..
until today she nvr enter our class..
swt..
wat a gud teacher..
she really wanna kil us up with all those words..
fine..
i dun take it serious..
coz i dunnoe how to solve this type of problem..
the teacher wanted to treat us lik tht..
i think no other better way to let her feel better..
so dun care bout her lor..
she is kind of weird teacher..
hehe..
paiseh lor..
teacher always so stressfull..
but i 1st time met a super duper scary teacher..
but no harm to me ofcoz..
i wil try my best to avoid from her..
coz juz past almost 2 month edi got prob..
how to go through 1 year ++??
=P

err..
i feel weird..
coz i saw the same pm from ppl msn..
tht is ~am I wasting time waiting for her??~
i think i wan giv comment bout it..
yes.. u do wasting time..
haha..!!!

bac to friendship part..
i think after communicate wif all the ppl in class..
i feel...
they was'nt scary lik wat i noe from other kua...
we stil communicate well..
i hope no hate btw everyone of us..
coz there is distance btw few of them..
i dun noe y..
i feel the distance..
we r nice early..
but now there is distance btw it..
i got no idea on it..
i do wat i should..
i dun wan to betray anyone..
coz i want to hav peace life..
i hate war life..
is'nt fun at all..
=)

my primary friend all very nice ler..
loges always so excited when he saw me..
dunnoe y lar..
he reason found..
haha..
sebastian ofcoz we wil nice..
coz we always so gud kua..
haha..
sarah is mmg so so excited de ppl..
haha..
oni 1 ppl always silent..
i dunnoe how to talk to the ppl oso..
haha..
too long over girl skol..
dunnow how to communicated wif guy easily..
haha..
paiseh lor..

btw..
i found out sumthing again..!!
haha..
smart..?
wakakakaka..
my younger sis got bf..?
haha..
funny..
both of them sudah ader partner..
me no ppl wan..?
sobs..
so sad..!
no ppl wan mie..!
=P

when i'm free..
in sudden i think of wei li..~
dunnoe he stil got come over or not leh.?
haha..
how his life goes on..?
time past so fast..
but the miss stil there sumtime...
hope he goes on his life smoothly n peacefully..
=)
wei li must gambateh ya..~

lots of homework wait me to do..!
haiz..
so charm wan..
form6 got damn lotz homework..
so terrible..!
sobs..~

tml n sat not goin skol..!!!
hehe..

pray hardly to malaysia..~
don't increase the ppl get influence of H1N1..!
is'nt fun at all..
lots rumours around..
i got fren tel tht star skol got ppl influence..
my sis say her fren told la salle got ppl get influence..
but no prove at all..
dun worry..
there will b fine if we stay clean..
n b hygiene..!
=)
air-condition classes is advise not to on the air-cond during PNP is goin on..
plz take care of own healthy..
this is our own responsibility...
health is wealth..!

monday

errr...
today is monday..
the start schooling day..
haha...
i look so blur..
so tired..
bcoz of 'menstrual pain'...
haiz..
so suffer...
make me very tired n moody..
i hampir accident again..
haiz..
today seem very bad luck..
>_<

i kena from muet teacher oso..
haiz..
luckily not me oni..
stil got frens. teman..
haha..
n we do speaking..
1 minute speaking..
i got the topic of 'SPORT'..
i think of wat to say actually...
but..
when i stand infront..
all go blank..
mati more fast lor..
luckily i got few sentences..
>_<
so sia sui..
the teacher purposely wan play us wan..
giv those topic tht we dun noe how to tell..
got fren get swimming, flower, family, money, book, reading..
althose weird topic.. canot write any point form oso..
haiz..
stupid wan..
i hate my muet teacher..!!!!!!!!

saturday

wah..!
today suddenly rain..
haha..

today go acc class so sesat ler.
haha..
cant c my fren..
juz stuck at the door there for minutes..!
haha..
everyone looking lor..
haha..
then i oni saw my fren caling..
haha..
paiseh lar..
too lil fren come edi..
acs fren absent today..
muahaha..
n the class stil full..
charm lor..
i found out my skol classmate almost 70% came same tuition..
swt liao lor..
haha...
nvm lar..
i got no interest on them..
coz the got a type of weird face..
make me feel uncomfortable..
haha...
me so bad..?
mmg de..
i always anti gurl..
=P..
not all gurls..
but most of weird girl...
blekz..

err.....
i need to search a ppl name..
haha..
coz..
1st time i saw him edi got gud image lor..
then he smile at me..
haha..
i tot he is dunnoe which wayar sot d..
haha...
but after few times saw him..
i found out tht he lik to smile all the way..
haha..
he got nice eye..
=P

klang is sooooo jam..
haiz..
how long i gonna face this problem..?
sobs...

tomorow got tuition from 9am until 2.30pm...
so kolian....
more worst thing is..
i need to follow my siao sis go at 7.30am....
she got skim kintet at 8am until 12pm..
haiz..
i need go 1 hour earlier..
omg...
after skol start..
i life r getting worst..!!
i week study 7days..
oni satuday is the shortest time..!
but 3 hour tuition oso..
sobs..
my gold time..!
die-ing soon..

thursday

today ntg special..
juz very bored..
i start do my english de stupid assigment..
haiz..
waste my time..!

yesterday..
kena from my mum..
haiz..
he throw all the book..
i feel swt..
coz our thing is messy at all..
n she keep complain messy..
i dunnoe if she had more kau lat daugther..
wat will happen..
>_<

but nvm..
i slowly clean up my thing..
i found my last time de biodata book..
haha..
i read all..
i found out very funny..
haha..
i do remember sum of my primary fren..
they were really nice to me..
=)
haha..
but dunnoe how r them d..
hope they r healthy n happy all the time..
hehe..
ofcoz now i study in the same skol wif some primary fren..
i love them lotz..
they stil so siao..
haha.
too bad we cant gather all..
i really do miss my primary fren..!!!

i re-cut my hair..
shorter n nicer kua...
haha..
=)

tuesday..
go tuition..
whole day at klang..
haha.
ofcoz we go chin hse for some rest..
haha..
so tired o...
but i really love ''peter ryan'' liao..
haha..
his story very interesting..
hope i wil really love pengajian am..
haha..

ofcoz i do love other sub teacher too..!!
hehe...
=)

saturday

today is agong birthday..
also my sis ~elly~ birthday..
hehe..
happie birthday sista..!

today no tuition..
got work..
hehe..
yesterday i slept at 3am..
haha..
my awake n sleep time change liao..
haha..
i lik to awake during midnight..
no ppl disturb..
make me feel very peace..
no sound polution..
hehe..

i think today i wil slept at 2am..
hehe..

juz now went aeon..
i n my younger sis hav dinner at lavender..
omg..
2 of us spend RM71++ for our meal..
so geng..
haha..
elly n her bf eat at boston cost RM80++..
really geng..
this is the reason i dun wan go out..
stay at home better..
go out use lotz money..
hehe..
=P

i got a new fren from pahang..
his name is ah wei...
err...
i feel i got faith wif this name..
my phone fren mostly is wei ___ or ___ wei...
hehe..
he is a talkative guy..
we talk an hour on phone..
omg..!
so geng..
i very long din on phone so long d..
make my ear very hot..
=P..
but we share lotz thing..
he always complain he is old..
funny ppl..
=)..
but he is not my cup of tea..
so we r juz fren..
hope can b fren for longer time..

i dun hope wat past happen again..
=)
coz i dun wan ppl to replace ~prince~ place yet.
he make me love study..
so i must study properly for now..
no love love problem 1st..
mayb will..
i cant predict..
juz for now stil no for love..
=)

tml ah yer n sue yee din go tuition..
i alone oni o..?
nvm lar..
study for myself..
not coz of fren..
rite..?
=)

tml got family gathering as well..
hehe..
so nice..
goin kuala selangor for lunch..
=)

very tired d..
chaoz..
nitez..~

tuesday..

yesterday..!!
1st of june 2009.!!
i cut my long hair away edi..
haha..
cut short o..
no bluffing..!
haha..

today..
i went to convent..
bcoz of my sis..
i help her pass up her moral projek..
then tuition..
i got PA at 10am to 1pm..
then me, yer, chin, mei ling n soo ping go lee park eat.!!
hehe..
enjoy our meal..
then we go the store for some stationary..
then we go ppd for take form for MUET exam..
then go chin hse lor..!!
haha..
i help chin to do spider..
so funny..
so fast finish..
then we go bac ET for english tuition..
haha..
then go bac lor..
haha..

many fren got shock i cut of my hair..
haha..
they say quite nice de..
look childish..
thx my fren.!!
muaxie...
our relation getting closer..!!
haha..
even in diiferent skol..
so gud..
i love it..

but i n api no contact..
haiz..
she dunnoe how d..
haha..

miss all my fren..
but i do not miss my skol..
haha..!!
=P