saturday..

today we wake early..
on 5 am..
we go for ''pai sua''..
no kid at all..
haiz..
i mean our family..
so big but no lot cousin come..
haiz..
but nvm lar..
my ah kong..
i respect the most..
=)

i miss sumone lot..
but cool cool de o..
haiz..

y got lot i rak kenal de ppl tag me..

wednesday。

few days din update d..
it was happy day..
n tired days..
haiz..

today i had cut my front hair..
my mum cut til so short..
everytime cut sure short wan..
but nvm lar..
wil long wan ma..
i wil wait it long..
change hair style..

today prince was moody..
haiz..
so sad to hear tht he was moody..
but i cant help him..
haiz..
wat i can do..?
y i dun noe how to cure him..?
wat i should do..?
y i din b wif him when he was sad..?
feel lik flying there..
haiz..
so sad..
til i din tel him other thing..
but i sense tht his mood was so so bad...
sleep so early..
haiz..
prince b'day coming soon...
wat should i do to make him no moody..?
haiz..

=）

today is sunday..
wake early..
go sepang..
coz go 'bai suah''..
normal..
but waste lot time..
coz car stuck..
coz is muddy..
but not our car..
is sum cousin car..
so suey..
then we go to other place..
for the next grave..
everyone ask r we goin to watch F1 coz goin sepang..
swt..
haha..

~saturday~

doin sum hse work..
long time no do..
feel fun doin hse work..
haha..
mayb my mood gud..
so i do til no angry..
then we go eat..
is dinner n oso supper..
then bac n sleep..

~friday~

a normal day..
but work til so late..
then go mamak..
saw fren..
ntg much..

wang zi change d o..
but wat he say is true de ma..?
so scared..
both of us were scared..
i was shock of his word..
but will he play oni..?
haiz..
i am happy he treat me so..
but i stil very scared..
but his word calm me down..
how we meet..?
wat wil happen the next..?
will our dream come true..?

saddie

haiz..
i receive msg from him..
''hope we wil together again..
hope we can start all over again..''
early in the morning i get this..
so sad..
feel so pain..

but wat i choose wont change..
coz i wan face the fate n the truth..

who can feel the pain..
haiz..

i miss the time i cry infront of him..
i really feel the love lotz..
the way he hug me..

but no faith btw us..
as wat s... say..

prince is who pulak..?
??????????????????
??????????????????
question always fly..

sad, happy, angry, moody..

today is thursday..
as usual..
go mum shop help..
n then my auntie come...
come n perm..
she bring my sis n me go aeon, bbq plaza to eat..
ar there we saw lot ppl..
i saw kuan2..
roy, colin..
soya, ben, desmond, ming ching..
n more..
haha..
we enjoy our eating..
haha..
then we bac..
then a while..
n now i at home d..
by the way..
today i read news paper..
i saw nicholas xie..
his hair so yeng..
plan to ask wang zi cut lik his hair..
but no chance yet..
dun noe his hair enough long or not..
haha..

~wednesday~
i went eaon..
after my tuition at 8.30pm..
i fetch may go..
coz my parent come early..
they drive kancil..
luckily..
can sit..
so pek..
so paiseh..
hope may dun mind..
i n my sis n my auntie go watch spiderwick..
b4 the show we was doin sumthing..
then sud ek n his fren appear..
vinkong bully me..!!!
iskh..
so sad wan..
no ppl help sumore..
haiz..
then they say they wan go cheras..
but dun noe got go or not..
then i plan to go buy bread to eat..
coz i not yet eat ma..
then end up by eating aiskrim..
coz i saw them again..
n vk pull me go wif them..
haha..
they actually lot ppl..
erm..
got..
khoon, kong, hsiang, deng, khooi..
jon, hanson, aby, helyna,zhi..
n dun noe who edi..
haha..
we go talk n praise n play at there..
hav fun wif them..
although we meet not long..
haha..
the paiseh wan is helyna smile wif me..
i shock..
coz i tot she wont smile wif me..
manatau she smile..
haha..
then i saw wen sze..
she oso smile wif me..
i oso get shock..
haha..
funny lar..
i smile lik kena shock nia..
then i go for movie..
n they go cheras..
i go watch spiderwick..
so nice..
i lik tht show..

~tuesday~
we kena tipu from skol..
sensei stil khusus-ing..
all of us stay bac..
mana tau..
end up wif sit n chat nia..
sumore kena marah..
so angry..
then go for tuition..
i so so tired..
at nite chat wif prince..
but din accompany him long..
coz i was so so sleepy..

~monday~
skol start..
haha..
so sien..
perhimpunan so long..
rehat oso long..
haha..
i went for tuition..
goin for prasad tuition..
hampir kena langgar..
the car coming so fast..
n i din c properly..
luckily din kena marah..
i was saying sorr y sorry to tht car..
so no ppl scold me..
so scared kena marah..
not kena langgar..
funny betul lar..

~skol~
our timetable change twice a day..
haha..
so funny..

~prince..~
mis him lot lotz...
muacks...

~family..~
i wanna leave as fast as i can..
kena control til so sienz..
no free at all..!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~my result~
i get not bad result..
bm=60
bi=80
mm=82
sj=78
mt=73
ea=54
pa=94
moral=74
sc=80
pjk=60
jap=80

total= 5A1, 3A2, 2B4, 1C6..

tired..

today feel so tired..
haiz..
everyone asking my spm result..
but i not yet get my result wor..
swt lar..
i not yet take exam oso..
this year spm result really scared me..!!
haiz..

tml got tuition sumore..
so sienz..
after tuition goin sunway..
haha..
got lot homework din do..
haha..
die-ing soon..!!!

wang zi msg..
yesterday he msg til half way go sleep..
iskh..!
everytime lik tht wan..
sumroe so tua sia say..
i teman u 1st..
haiz..
morning msg me..
sumore say i wake early..
he the wan who scold i wake late..
wake early sumore ask..
>_<
he today change attitude pulak..
haiz..
really confuse bout him..

erm..
sumone ask whether i got bf or not..
haha..
actually..
i got no bf ler..
wang zi or prince is juz a..
very very sayang me de ppl..
we lik couple..
but we are'nt..
haha..
hoping tht he can b mine..
but dun noe ler..
haha..

boring day..

today so bored..
haiz..
my brain goin ''kukku'' d..
my add math i cant solve it.
when sir show the working n it was so easy..
haiz..
so dummy liao..

rain so heavily today..
so sleepy..

yesterday nasrul msg..
he told tht he goin ns next week..
so shock saw his msg..
coz got think bout him this few day..
haiz..
make me think of him again..
so sad..
y i met a setia ppl..
but i cant get him..?
if he is a chinese mayb sumthing different wil happen..
haiz..
suan le..
i canot think bac..
no reverse bac..
oni got further up..

yesterday i chat wif wang zi..
he told tht he is my handphone..
bcoz he nvr c me..
n i nvr c him..
oni c pic in our phone..
so i n him is each other de handphone..
but..
as i noe he very sayang his hp de..
=)
but i dun wan to b his hp..
>_<
sad to hear so..
but wang zi bcome naughty d..
luckily he not here..
if not i sure bite him wan..
argh..!!!
today wang zi bac to penang..
juz now i watch news..
omg..!!
penang malay bantah chinese bcome menteri..
so luan at penang..
at town sumore..
hope wang zi wont go campur oso..
haiz..

politik really make ppl crazy..
die de oso die liao..
luan de oso start luan liao..
dun war..!!!

my dad say better ''kai yam'' again..
then c who ho liao..
haiz..
dun 513..!!!
dun wan c ppl die again..

y a perpaduan country bcome attack-ing country..
so stupid..
the peteri umno so stupid..
go add salt n vinegar..
haiz..
malaysia mmg tanah melayu..
but y dun wan try under chinese tadbir ler..?
melayu tadbir oso no gud wat..
haiz..
makan rasuah oni noe..
haiz..

fun day..!!!

t0day go aeon wif shir, may n sue yee..
haha..
i n shir go 1st..
we enjoy..
shir go buy shirt..
suit her..
then we eat at kim gary..
haha..
we chit chat..
finsh at 1.15..
then we go walk walk..
suddenly may cal to ask where we r..
we tel we at levis there..
n she told us time up d..
haha..
i n shir fast rush up..
haha..

we enjoy the ''ah long'' movie lotz..
haha..
so so funny..
really under 18 canot go c..
but stil got lar..
very funny..
keep laugh oni..
we hear a kids song..

ah long lai kan papa..
papa bu zai jia..
wo qing ah long xian zuo xia..
zai jin yi bei cha..

lot malaysia n singapore ppl in this movie..
damn funny..
everyone can go c..

after tht we out.
we saw lot ppl..
haha..
tuition n skol fren..
then we go wash pic..
haha..

then i bac at 4.30..
then go tuition..
haha..

we enjoy lotz..!!!

wednesday

today is a memorable day..
is i respect the most de grandpa de 4year..
past away de day..
i miss my grandpa so so much..
he very sayang me wan..
last time he always bring me everywhere to buy sweet..
haha...
i miss last time..
lotz ppl sayang me..
haha..
i really lik a princess...
i wan b a princess..
hope my future dear or future husband or future boyfren wil treat me so..
haha..

zakaria die liao..!!
a shock news..
but he die oso good lar..
no checking bout him..
all close kes..
so gud ar..
so rich..
but he could bring to hell or heaven..
oni his family member got it..
a rich family..

i miss my wang zi lot..
=(

bored + shock + down...

today is a normal day lor..
i got tuition..
juz no skol..

i go tuition..
teacher had ask us to write essay...
almost everyone of us do the same essay..
haha..
then we play game..
for about 10 minutes oni..
haha..
it is using poker card to play the game..
got 1 wolf..
1 doctor..
n other is the penduduk lar..
sumthing lik tht..
then everyone muz close their eye bcoz they were sleep..
then wolf wake..
then kill ppl..
haha..
the funny thing is..
the doctor dun wan to safe the ppl wan..
haha..
even herself oso dun wan to safe..
haha..
funny game..
but i am the wolf lor..
haha..
paiseh..
i make the oni guy die at the 1st..
haha..
then we finish the game we backie lor..

shock time o..
i saw ''stupiak''=andy..
he walk past my back lar..
n he keep look..
i noe he wan c properly..
but i keep turn other side...
by the way he edi dun wan layan me..
bcoz of wat i oso dun noe..
if not mistaken is him..!!
he keep look at me lor..
so scared ler..
then he short short wan..
look ah beng..
so scary saw him..
everyone back d..
left me oni..
he pulak keep look here..
i think he noe is me lai de..
juz he not sure..
so scary..
my dad came so late sumore..
his fren oso scary..
c ppl til no close eye wan..
sumore look old oso..
mayb tht wan is his bos or sumone..
SCARY MAN..!!!!!!

suddenly i miss my wang zi so so much..
when i got free time i wil miss him..
dun noe he wil or not ler..?
haiz..
i dun wan to giv up on u can ma..?
can u b mine forever..?
question always flying on my mind..
haiz..
wang zi dun giv up can ma..
i miss wang zi so badly..
so scared wang zi giv up..
i got no interest at other..
even he no pak tor b4..
dun giv a chance to let other destroy..
i really dun wan..
i got my own feeling..
juz there got no suitable time for me to tell out..
sumtime u make me confuse..
whether i'm important to u or not.
sumtime u giv me hope..
sumtime u make me feel lonely..
sobs..
i want u to b my prince..
accompany me all the time..
although we live in far distance..
as ur heart edi giv me..
there r no distance anymore..
dun let ur heart fly away..
u say tht u let me to keep ur heart wan..
dun 4get k...
wen wil wait prince..
i noe u dun wan let me wait de..
but u cant do anything..
u wan everything stable 1st..
hope u wont giv up bcoz of our distance..
>_<

sunday..!!!

today is sunday..
i sleep for 9 hour..
haha..
11 oni wake up from sleep..
haha..
then 1 sumthing go mum shop..
5 sumthing go bac..
go klang to ta pau..
then bac..
change car..
go port klang..

bring mum n sis go grandma hse..
then dad bring me go tanjung harapan to learn driving..
i today drive til a bit kia kia..
coz drive on a place tht got lot car..
wahsey..
luckily no mati enjin..
so big round..
my dad keep ask to change gear..
haiz..
i so bodoh wan..
he pulak keep talk non stop..
drive at dangerous place..
then when got turning pulak..
so dangerous wan..
90 degree turning..
my stereng not steady enough..
haiz..
so sad..
wish to improve more..!!

yesterday ppl say til so kua chiong..
let me post wrong thing nia..
actually no big fight lar..
juz the stupid zakaria son..
go hit indian..
so stupid..
lose lose lor..
y muz hit ppl..
no logic betul..

i had chat wif wang zi..
now oni i noe he is oso DAP supporter..
haha..
funny..
but he at chinese place..
so nvm lar..
haha..
miss wang zi lotz lotz..

yesteday someone call ''juan''
add me..
feel weird weird de..

tell wang zi d..
wish wang zi wont jealousie..
haiz..

tired day..

today i wake up so so early..
i was headache..
my head goin to burst..
buut i force myself to go for the licence ceramah..
wahsey..
damn bored..
but i so guai hear till finish..
today i go..
lotz andalas de ppl..
i saw my tuition de andalas guy..
weird ler..
but luckily go today,..
coz not so long..
i think around 5 hour lik tht oni..
actual bac at 3.30..
but today bac at 2 nia..
haha..
luckily not so long..
i so hungry..
sumore headache..
the ppl fetch me go got fetch another guy..
tht guy if not mistaken is adrian cousin..
haha..
coz he say de thing same as adrian ..
haha..
he so weird wan..
when wan bac tht time..
he come tel me the car at where..
but i tel him i dun noe..
omg..
so sia sui ler..
but he not bad lar..
he wait til i done..
but the auntie edi drive the car infront of the door..
haha..

today oso election day..
omg..
this year election..
bn lose badly at our klang town..
quite charm wan..
havin fight after the result come out..
at mpk there hav lotz indian..
got ppl say pandamaran hav fight til ppl get kill..
chi liung oso got fight...
haiz..
this time de election so sad lar..
hope dun too over fight..!!
coz..
malaysian suppose to b a negara perpaduan..
bukan negara musuh antara satu sama lain..!!!
we had hancurkan hati tokoh n pemimpin yang merdekakan malaysia..!!

miss wang zi lotz..
cool cool de wang zi..
wang zi really care wen or wat ler..?
question all the time..

thursday..

today was a normal day lor..
go skol to study, take picture, n take our marks..
i was dissapointed wif my add math mark..
i get pasar malam A..
haiz..
prasad ask i over confident izit..
until i din revise..
haiz..
so sad lar..
get til so stupid mark..but for other mayb is gud..
but is not my target..
haiz..

i get my akaun oso..
akaun ok lar..
but din bit my target..
stil ok lar..
work smarter next time..
haha..

april time is so so pack..
we goin to hav UB2...
haiz..
sud say got UB2..
we need to hav hari canteen..
so busy..
exam juz finish another exam is waiting us..
haiz..
so sad..
after april test..
then mid year exam coming..
very fast we r goin sit for SPM!!!!..
omg..
time past so so fast..!!!

evening i go prasad..
wahsey..
so cold man..!!!
haiz..
so many thing to do..
luckily today i n api go..
he teach matrix multiplication..
haha..
but we 3 chap din learn..
so charm wan..
haiz..
we need to salin from other..
hope we can catch up ba..

wang zi today send me a bear(cute text)..
to say hello..
y not he ownself say to me..
haiz..
i miss wang zi lotz..
haiz..
wang zi de heart fly away d ma..?
this ques always come when i miss wang zi..
haiz..

wedsnesday..

today at skol..
we keep take pic o..
haha..
coz of the magazine..
hehe..
hope we can do nice nice wan..
haha..

at tuition i so angry..
stupid guy..
BOON YONG
he is the most not gentle man guy..
keep luanat class..
make me til so blur wif my work..
haiz..
he keep say..
''guy must do faster.. canot lose to gurl''
''gurl is the one to lose.. not guy..''
i was..
kanasai..
wtf..!!!
guy lik u is the most cheep.!!!
n most no use wan..
respect ppl lar..
guy oso say him very luan..
haiz..
so suey at tuition..

then bm..
ok lar..
time past fast..
hehe..

fun day..!!

muahaha..
today so syok ler..
at skol keep no teacher..
we was no study at all..
haha..

then i go for english tuition..
haha..
got lotz ppl edi now..
not lik last time..
so little..
haha..
the teacher remember me..
he say my english ok lar..
got improve little little bit..
haha..
but stil lotz mistake when write essay..
haha..

then after tuititon..
i go mum shop eat..
then i tel my mum i wan go hear the ceramah edi..
then she say ok..
she ask edi..
haha...
holiday i wil go n hear the ceramah..
after tht 5.30 edi..
then she sud say ask dad bring u go drive lar..
wahsey..
mood so gud o..
then i tot my dad say dun wan lar..
mana tau a while he say kia..
go learn..
wah!!!..
syok man..
then he start pack the thing prepare later can bring home..
then he bring me go pandamaran ther..
haha..
i drive so funny..
keep mati enjin..
haha..
but my dad say i contrl the starring very ok..
juz stil not really good in gear n step wan...
haha..
it was so fun..
lik play game oni..
i try to speed..
but dad macam scared..
but he say nvm u try speed a bit..
muahaha...
i think i need to take the pump wan to train..
haha..
so tht i noe how to put gear..
haha...
i wan train when i got time..
haha..

then juz now i go to mr.siva hse..
to help my sis to ask her tuition..
haha..
sir nvr 4get me..
luckily..
haha..
he ask me wat i doin..
he tot so ho liao..
haha..
=)

i miss my wang zi so much..
he wann noe my result o..
keep ask bout result..
haiz..
wang zi sure dissapointed wan..
wang zi dun treat wen cool cool o..
>_<

monday!!

today quite unlucky de..
at skol was normal..
i feel hot when i at skol..
at akaun period i feel damn sleepy..
haha..
this time always lik tht..
maths time was so gan jiong time..
teacher very free..
she separate our paper..
to failed..
to passed..
teacher call out fail ppl name 1st..
we was omg...
scared man..
everyone pray hardly not to b call out..
but 1 of our fren got fail..
but she had told tht she nvr study..
so nvm lar..
dun worry..
we will gambateh ya..
at last..
out 5 of us name din being call..
lee yee , ying, kyalin, may..
was shout..
i oso shock n sud laugh..
y i so siao ar..?
then teacher give pass ppl de paper..
she arrange again..
the lower wan got highest lar..
i pray so hard to not b cal so fast..
at last..
teacher say..
good u got A1..
haha..
i am so happy...
me, sook leng n chee hui got same mark..
we got 82..
hehe..
i n chee hui wrong same question..
haha..
so happy..
hope my next paper can get gud result oso..
haha..

then bac to mum shop..
i help my mum customer to fix their computer..
fix til i late to tution..
for 30 minutes..
haiz..
sumore i go tht time rain so heavy...
i whole body oso can say wet..
haiz..
so cold!!!

then finish go prasad...
stupid guy..
not gentle man at all..
ask us to sit so so bhind til last row..
lik we can c lik tht..
others din say anything but he say so much..
lik ah sam oni..
then i n api force to sit infront..
sit infront really dangerous..
coz teacher always aim me..
til wanna finish clas..
api tel me tht..
''amy, i noe y ur writing lik tht liao.. u got influence by prasad..''
haha..
luckily i tel her tht prasad so ho liao his writing not gud oso ma..
so my writing nvm wan lar..
haha..
scary add math class..


wen miss wang zi so much..
wang zi got new gurl fren d..?
y dun wan tel wen wor..
haiz..
wang zi heart goin to fly away edi..
sad..
sobs...
wang zi say not so easy to take bac wan..
wang zi dun treat wen lik tht can ma..
wen always remember wang zi de every each word..
wen dun lik wang zi lik tht o..
wang zi so so cold d..
..>_<..

saturday..!!

exam finish d..
yesterday finish..
haha..
so so tired..
i sleepy so well after exam..
haha..
i hope can get gud gud result lor..
my akaun goin lose 7 marks..
sobs..
all silly mistake..
include my add math oso siily mistake..
when prasad ask me..
n i was dun noe how to say..
n he laugh..
coz i say ''but...!!!''
haiz...
i am not goin to b lonely at prasad..
api coming..!!
haha..
yes.!!
we can do fren study more...
haha..

i heard sumthing..
but is bad thing..
god is fair to giv huamn 1 mouth..
coz mouth n coz lotz thing happen...
fake, real, stupid, nice, poison, sweet..
wat type of thing oso can out from mouth..
enemy or fren oso wil say n do so..
it can make ppl happy, sad , angry or other feeling..
but sum ppl dun noe how to appreciate the mouth tht god gav...
sum ppl mouth r really poisonous...
hahaha..
dun make ur mouth so poison..
if not u wil get balasan..!!!!
a bad balasan..
=)

i miss my wang zi..
haiz..
cool cool de prince..
make wen feel no warm..
>_<