api!!

~yeap peik wen~

today is api birthday...
happy birthday to u o..
may all ur dream come true...
=)..
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to api..
happy birthday to u..
sry can wish u on da spot..
hope u can get gud result..
=)...

everyone the same..

lord god please let all the form 3 student..
got their confident when doing their exam..
don't let them forget wat they had learn..
let their brain be fresh..
A-MEN..
=)..

gambateh kudasai....

new lifestyle...~

started 8/10/2006..
end it 24/9/ 2007..

i straight my hair edi..
haha..
new hairstyle...
new lifestyle..
haha..
i choose to straight..
coz very sienz wif curl liao..
n oso buang shui..
too luan liao..
so muz change abit..
so my life will b peace a bit..
haha..

straight look abit nerd..
but nvm..
later sienz liao oni curl..
haha..
i do hair free of charge..
no worry bout tht..
haha...

i hope it will end..
dun ever ungkit balik..
but my aunty tak lepas kan..
she keep ask n ask..
man bumi tidak di timpa hujan..?
haiz..
y wan ask ler..
let it b an worst experience for me lar..
takkan the whole life i muz stay lik tht..
no fall..
how to grow...
haiz..
let me hav my own thinking lar..
y i need to let ppl happy..
care bout ppl..

now let it change..
let ppl care me..
let ppl to worry..
let ppl make me happy..
my turn to b a better ppl..
n hav a better life..

thx for the co-operation...
muah..
~wen~

26 okt

today..
i dun hav exam..
i was plan not to go skol b4 sumthing happen..
but after tht thing happen i go skol..
coz i dun wan stay at home..
when i step in my hse..
i felt tht my tear wanna come out..
haiz..
i so suffer..
if i really so hate by u all..
y dun try to put poison for me to eat..
then die...
no need to torture u all..
haiz...


bout him..
haiz..
y i should think bout u..
y dun u try to think bout me..
if i think bout u..
who gonna think bout me..
i wanna giv up liao..
i hope u dun do c2p thing..
i dun like..
if u really love me..
plz respect my decision..
this is wat i can tel u..
dun find me or forward those msg..
u wan make me so famous til everyone hatez me izit..?
haiz..

PLZ DUN FORWARD ANY MSG ANYMORE..

25 okt

i go skol lik normal..
but it was so moody day..
i try my best to not sad..
i take my exam normally..
but still got impact in my brain..
i so sad..
i nvr talk wif my mum whole day..
bcoz i call her to speak wif my sis she edi talk wif me lik i am her maid..
so loud..
so i choose to keep my mouth shut..
i waiting her to scold me...
c how she wanna scold..
do watever she wan..
i got no choice..
i am her daughter..
i need to follow wat she wan..
she nvr trust me..
she always trust those fake wan..
n true wan she dun wan trust...
haiz..
i now juz lik burung dalam sangkar..
haiz...

24 okt...

i hav lost everything on this day..
haiz..
y i need to face this problem..
so sad..
i cry for whole niteZ..
cry so badly..
i need to break wif him..
canot continue anymore..
coz i wan my study..
i wan my normal life..
y this world so unfair..
haiz...
i nvr kill ppl or do anything bad thin to other ppl..
y i need to get this type of treat from them..?
haiz..


when wanna sleep thttime more charm..
i force my self to sleep..
at last i sleep d..
but my sis talk bout me..
i wake suddenly..
coz i got sense if ppl talk bout me when i sleep..
i cant sleep at all..
then they stop d oni i sleep..
haiz...
wat kind of c2p life is this...


mayb i really do wrong edi..

SORRY..!
MANA BUMI TIDAK MENIMPA HUJAN...
haiz..

c2p life..

~sun~

today no work..
my family n i go few place..
we go naza world to c car..
omg..
got 1 car damn chunted..
we all love it so much..
but so expensive..
280k ler..
haha..
we say few year later oni buy..
haha..
say oni kua..
haha..
then we go 'tien hou kong'...
n go kai kai at kl..
i got flu..
coz keep kena rain..
so suffer..
i hate it so much..


~sat~

a unlucky day..
haiz..
we met..
n sumthing happen..
haiz..
so sad..
i had cry infront of him..
sobs..
dun noe y..
so sorry..
make u feel so bad..
actually i was sad wif ur word..
but i noe u r hurt..
but i hav the same feeling wif u..
no different..
i hope u wil understand..
dun think so much..
so sorry for cant giv u a proper answer..
but i will try my very best..


~fri~


got akaun n sej exam..
omg..
i was do til headache..
mayb coz nvr eat..
i thought i do correct d..
but i had do wrong ler..
the piagam madinah..
i terdo perjanjian hudaibiyah..
omg..
i think my mark goin fly aways liao..
haiz..
so confident..
but wrong..
haiz..
so sad..

then..
at nitez..
sumthing happen..
bie treat me so cool..
i dun lik this feeling..
i noe i am wrong..
din reply ur msg..
but i really dun noe wat to reply..
coz..
i got no answer..
haiz..
i noe u wil understand after tht..
u juz need time..
i giv the time..
coz i noe u will think bac..
then u really understand d..
but i was so sad..
haiz..
really sad..
few time u treat me lik tht..
but i noe u r hurt..
haiz..
u muz noe tht i am oso sad...
we r from different world..
then u called...
i dun noe y sud cry..
sorry to scared u..
..>_<..

sunday~

i hav been tag by fion..
but too bad..
there r no perfect human in my dream..
coz ntg is perfect..
i think got oso few..
or mayb die liao..
ahah..
so i dun noe how to answer it..
thx for the tagged anyway..
=)...

today so shui wan..
go sit wif the 2 siao wan..
haiz..
c her edi wan vormit..
feel wanna kill her..
but is ok lar..
alone not bad..
=)..

today de journey so keng..
6 am go johor..
3 pm lik tht reach klang..
haha..
i so tired..
i try to sleep as much i can..
coz got tuition at 5 pm..


GOOD LUCK
TO EVERY
FORM 4 STUDENT..
GAMBATEHKUDASAI..
=)..

i hope i can handle my exam..
haiz..
this time exam is very important to me..
i dun hope can fail..

bie..
i miss u o..
u muz patient o..
gambateh ya..

thursday~

VINKONG~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINKONG..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
=)..

HAPPY ALWAYS YEA..
ALL THE BEST FOR U..

i goin fall sick edi..
sobs..
exam coming sumore..
i goin long piak edi lar..
keep on say dun wan faill..
but din study at all..
haiz..
charm lar..
die edi lar..
argh...!

i miss hubbie so so much..
did hubbie miss me..?
haiz..
he now was working..
morning go skol take exam..
haiz..
he so suffer o..
so 心痛 o..
hope he ok with it..
dun fall sick o..


wen love hubbie yea..
muax muax..

10 sept..

now is 12 sumthing am..
spm trial is few more hours..
i wish all form 5 ppl good luck lor..
gambateh yea..
u all can do it wan..
=)

my end year exam coming soon..
my die date oso coming soon..
i got no mood to read book..
how ar..?
sobs..
i wan get gud result..
haiz..

btw..
gud news..
i get to noe joe chan 2 week b4..
now i noe vic edi..
omg..
i so happy..
kyalin pray really work o..
haha..
song ka..
i msg ah vic..
he reply ler..
joe ler..
i chat wif him once..
he so gud..
hehe..
they two ar model ler..
so yeng o..
haha..
close topic..

i miss my bie so much..
bie ar..
i hope i can always talk to u on da phone..
although we cant c each other..
miss u so much..
good luck to u in ur trial ya..
muax..


MAY GOD BLESS EVERYONE TO GET GOOD RESULT!