tiring holidays..

omg..
i feel i so so so tired..
charm..
my plenty homwork not yet finish..
haiz..

i suffering wif my ''P'' pain..
haiz..
so suffer..
sobs..

make my days so down..
no mood to eat oso..
haiz..

but..
i found out sumthing..
haha..
i went out yesterday..
wif fren ofcoz..
nice fren..
funny fren..
i seldom saw this type de ppl..
but is gud lar..
is gentle..
not lik sum guy was'nt gentle at all..
but their name was'nt easy to remember..
haha..
i 4get 1 person name d..
so i dun wanna mention their name..
coz later say i bo sim..
haha..
i lik to mix around wif them..
but come over to smoking..
suddenly ask for smoking...
tht is wat i anti..
but stil can forgive..
bcoz they does'nt noe i anti smoker...
they do respect girl..
but they lik to fool around..
naughty betul..
but got no harm lar..
as long i dun do wat i dun lik..
=)
haha...

ml stil got tuition....
really tiring..!
sobs..
skol goin open soon..

holidays..!

holidays start..!!!
this time really is holiday..!!
haha..
i went genting wif my family yesterday...
muahaha...
i went n watch laugh gor turning point..
is nice lar..
i lik the character inside..
hehe..
over genting..
sumthing funny happen..
haha..
i was now alone at home..
n my family stil at genting..
i think they oso on da way bac..
we went ther happily..
but when we wan to shift our car to other place..
omg..
we found out tht..
we 4get to bring the stering lock key..!!
omg..!
luckily my aunty was there..
we came bac n take the key..
n my parent went again..
1st time happen this thing..
haha...

tml need to work lor..
n nite can go cheras pasar malam again..!!
so nice ler..
i love there...!
hehe..
last week i went n i saw joey..!!
the guy tht i met at bon odori..
haha..
he got gf d..
they look very match o..
=)

thursay go phei jean hse..
for muet kolokium thing..

friday tuition..

sat tuition n work..

sun tuition oso..!!

n monday is merdeka..!!
hehe...

i hope i can go melaka on monday..
muahaha...

btw..
i feel..
i getting lazy d..
omg..!!

at last i giv up goin prasad..
coz my time got clashed..
i need to guai guai stay at et lor..
nvm..
mrs. tan treat me very well..
she guide me lotz..
even i am the weird person inside the class..!!
=)

i wan to go gai gai..!!!
i hate skol..!!
dun open skol..!!

mie mie is busy..
yet stil lazy..
=P..

sunday

err..
very tired..
dunnoe y..
lik not enough sleep oni..
sobs..

i hav skip skol for 2 days.. include saturday..
plan tml dun wan go..
coz whole body lik no energy..
dun noeed go skol is the happy thing..
haha..
=P..

n..
i knew 2 new fren..
1 is clarjent..
another 1 is mic..
hehe..
they got diff attitude..
muahaha..
yesterday on the phone wif mic too long..
make me today so tired..
z_z
but i hope our friendship last long..
coz i think i should hav more fren..
=P

yesterday was my grandma birthday celebration..
haha..
i saw relative lor..
but always the same..
but many cousies din turn up..
all bcoz of work..!
sobs..
miss ya all..!

i feel the busy of form6 life..
so tiring..
yet i edi try not to make my life go upside down..
>_<

in sudden..
wei li appear again in my mind..
wei li muz add oil ya...
all the best in ur life..

err..
anyway..
wish all the august baby happy birthday..
too busy until sumtime might 4get..
so wish together.. =P

chaoz..

terrible day

today was such a terrible day..
my ''yan pi'' vibrate very strong past few days..
i start to scared..
sumthing bad happen..
today it really happen..
omg..

i nvr think tht this thing happen on me..
i feel very very shock..
tht is my maths mark..
i nvr get so low mark for past few year onward..
i almost break down..
thing tht done wif no prepared really trouble me..
i take tto easy for the 1st test..
it wil b the scary experience for me..
i tel my mum..
i so sad wif my marks..
she change lotz to me..
she always advise me to think positively..
she dun put pressure on me..
but i take over easy n this is my revenge..
haiz..

i went n talk to mr. prasad today..
i feel so sad for my mark..
n i went to c him coz i need his guide...
he is my important master..
he teach me alot of thing....
wif his guide i always done thing confidently..
but once i change teacher..
everything gone upside down..
i wish he allow me to enter his class..
although i am not maths T student..
haha....
bcoz i am his old student..
he accept me..
i feel so happy...
coz i really need mr. prasad...
every single word of him effect me alotz..
=P

err..
in other thing..
i am so sorry to mrs. tan...
coz i try my very best to learn in her class..
but i couldnt catch her...
i am a type of lazy girl..
but i do mrs. tan work..
i hope i can did well..
but as my result..
i think i should let her teach those student tht need her more..
but i wil finish august class..
=)
may god bless mrs. tan to cure faster..

mie feel very down today..
my result really pull me to hell..
i am so sorry...
to my teacher..
i dissapoint them...
i wil try harder next time..
i wil..!
i wont think of goin out until i get gud result..
no relax time for me..
i muz put lotz effort to get gud result...
n not dissapoint every teacher..
i wil try to b a 'guai guai' girl...
sobs...

i think of wei li words..
y he is not here to giv me power...
my power gone down to -100...
weak mood..
>_<

holidays

today is my ownself holidays..
coz i very tired..
cant wake at all..
sleep juz lik swine..
haha...
coz i slept for almost 4 hours..
n study whole day...
over tired..
so i juz continue my sweet dream lor..
=P..

i saw WL pic at fb..
err..
quite long din chat wif him d..
i stil wil miss him sumtime..
but dunnoe how blur i am in his mind..?
>_<
he really survive more happy without my disturb...
miss miss miss....
^*^

i feel so weird to a person of course..
i try to communicate wif tht person..
but i dun think we can continue communicate..
i feel tht person was'nt lik me..
tht person lik scared of competitor..
plz lar..
we live in a multi races country..
but although u n i r the same race..
i feel u hate me more..
y muz r..?
i dun understand ler...
i din do any wrong thing..
i think if u stil continue lik tht..
then u wil die fast u noe..?
not i cursing u..
but is the fact..
many famous human..
many hero n heroin die...
how good they r in the end stil die..
so please do survive happily..
coz we can live as friend..
we can help each other as friend..
n yet i stil wil c u everyday..
except for holidays n my ponteng time..
i hope to hav peace life in my skol life..
dun effect my mood on study..
=)
u r juz LOA...
haha..
not me..
do u know bout it..?
u wil nvr effect my life..
coz i live for myself..
not for other..

today..
i do feel happy..
thx to my asistance monitor..
=)
u suprise me..!
muaxie..

lack of sleep

omg..!
exam finish..
but i stil so busy..
haiz..
i think terrible marks i wil deserve for..
sobs...

i lack of sleep..!
i oni slept for 4 hours lik tht then go tuition..
continueously..
9am til 5.30pm..
omg..
my cousin bro says..
so lifeless..
haiz..
wat to do..
suffer now is better then suffer rest whole life..
>_<

so charm..
the homework is no end...
tml wil get other sub result..
i think surely die wan...
but nvm lar..
1st exam..
take it easy..!
=P..
haha..
but i have seen my fren..
take it easy..
but stil get gud result..
so geng o..
haiz..
mie got lousy brain..!

pray hardly tht i wil go on wif my form6 happily..!
=)

good night..!