sick~

mie sick edi..
sobs..
coughing lik hell...
>_<
my darling stil by my side..
he accompany me whenever he is free..

few day past..
he bring me to his bos bro hse..
the man daughter was a fren of him..
any how...
the girl had send msg to him..
n say sumthing really weird..
it make him so mad..
i saw every msg she send..
i felt the girl jealousy..
but i feel no jealous..
i feel guilty of appear..
so i tell my darling mayb she jealous of see-ing me in her hse...
but darling says '' i wanted to bring u thr, to let her c..''
my darling always thr to protect me..
he make my life so safe...
''although sumtime will make me go mad.''
i love the way he treat me..
n the way he jeolous..
we try to solve our problem..
no matter how big or how small it is..
we will stil appreciate..
i hope we can go on till no end..

tml is the last day of cny..
haha..
fun day..
i plan to go tanjung harapan..
=P
hope i can go wif darling..!!

miss darling so much..
today he bought me many thing o..
got glucose, herb n the most i lik wan..
is BUENO..!
haha..
he noe i love it..
muahaha..

ydy we go jjr..
dong chan shi..
so nice...
hehe..
too bad raining..
but we stil enjoy..
haha...
memory wil thr wif us..
<3

sadness

mum effect..
i dunnoe wat i had done..
juz tht i hate it so much..
wat a bad cny..
she said sumthing to my youngest sis..
n yet my thing are the most..
haiz..
i hate it lotz..!!!
i hope to end form6 life faster..
so i can do my thing freely..
earn money n do my thing..
now is not the time for me to do thing freely....
as if i am stil a student..
i am sure she talk bad bout me lotz..
but the fact is i hate the job..
i have do it for many years..
n i am bored wif it..!!
i wan to b lik wat other done..
juz b stupid n do less...
n they can past their life so freely..!!
wat a bullshit life..
plz lar..
i nvr c other's M telling those hurt word to their daughter..
wat study so much oso useless...
then follow ur footstep is the smartest..?
everytime say giving us chances to choose other thing..
but stil blaming us tht dun wanna follow her foot step..
i really dunno how to pour my feeling..
oni can pour through my blog..
i hope can get better job next time..
earn more $$$...
n dun let other look down on me..
coz M is the 1st person who look down on me..
last time say my sis..
now my turn..
wat a gud ppl she is...
speechless...
X_X

cny

omg..
this year cny really dun hav the mood..
i now was alone..
>_<
swt..!!!
my parent n small sis went thsi d..
eli go out wif bf..
left me alone...
>_<
i waiting my darling..!!
he working now...
n i am hungry..
so lazy to out alone..
haiz..
wat a boring new year..

haiz..
i am so so tired...
>_<

ntg special for cny nor valentine...
coz no free time for both of us yet..!!!
=P