sad...!!!

haiz..
stil the same feeling..
coz the hurt is getting deep n deep..
haiz..
i stil dun noe y..
mayb he found a better gurl..
coz he totally change..
but i stil miss da time..
i told him b4 i wont b so stubborn..
i wil let him go..
if he could find a better gurl..
but his reply n answer..
was differrent for now..
y..?
>_<
the 181 days..
u told me sad word..
19 days more..
too reach 200 days..
n tht day is oso my b'day...
but i think..
now is totally hope less for me..
coz i felt it..
i still got my feeling...
i not death..
>_<