~new month coming..~

today sumthing weird happen..
coz bel come tell me sumthing..
at 1st i was a bit sad..
n think sumthing siao..

but..
now no more...
i need to tel bel..
his thing is non of my business...
coz i am single..
i dun need to care anymore..
if i need to care his problem..
til die oso i cant hav a peach life..
hope bel understand tht..
sorry if u thought i am wrong..

i need to let it go..
coz i wanna to hav a new life..

today i had talk wif KT..
haha..
so happy can talk wif him..

then i got chat wif WL..
but at nitez din msg me..
sobs sobs...
ah wen princess can chat wif WL kor kor..
haha..
weird weird...

not feeling wel...
stomach keep pain..
dun noe wat happen..
suey betul..
hope cure faster..
i dun wan fall sick..

~wen~

~last n the end..~

today i din go skol..
coz din go lor..
haiz..
i had promise to let him c..
so..
we meet..
for the last time..
i was so sad...
so sad...
i had cry again..
y i dun dare to look him..
n tel him i dun love him anymore..?
haiz..
i so sad..
y love a person need to so suffer..
i dun wan to bac wif him anymore..
enough suffer edi..
y he stil dun understand..
wat i can do..
i wan it to end..
y dun wan let it end..
i say many time edi..
y so selfish..
haiz..

at nitez..
vinkong bring everything to me..
haiz..
i feel so down...
so down...
y it happen..
wat a such reason..
haiz..
y he muz giv bac everything..?
he stil love me..?
but he return the gift coz my love wif him anymore..
wat a reason..
if really love..
y the thing wan to return sumore..?
throw everything lar..
i noe i take bac i sure very sad..
but no1 understand it..
including ppl i love..
wat a suffer thing tht happen..

nvm lar..
let it end ba..
counted end edi..
i stop reply him edi..
since i say enough..
so i need to prove is really enough..
so no need to reply..

sorry vinkong..
i had include u..
n bring u trouble..

this is writen wif full of tears..
who can feel it..?
haiz....
sobs...
..>_<..

i hope wei li kor kor is accompany me now..
haiz..
..>_<..
nobody can really noe my feeling..
alone n crying..

~secret~

today at skol we study..
then got sudoku ceramah..
sienz betul..
make my head burst..
but can learn lot lar..
i n my sis bought the same book..
but nvm lar..
i bought for my younger sis..
she sudokupro..
haha..
as her bday present oso lar..
haha..

yesteday..
i had make fren wif sumone..
he cal v..
hehe..
quite frenly..
but a bit dai dai..
dun noe i too tien zhen..
or he really so dai..

aiks..
this time i keep say ppl dai..
haha..
hope u all dun angry wif me lor..
sorry to everyone tht i had make them angry..
sorry...

today is my turn to on9 whole day..
haiz..
so sienz..

vk bring sumthing giv me..
but i was bathing..
so i din go take..
my sis help me take..
if i saw i wont take..
haiz..
y kor wan help him past to me..
haiz..
tht thing expensive ler..
>_<
haiz..

~alien~
dun waste money buy thing anymore..
haiz..
i wont love u again..
i dun wan hurt anyone..
thx for ur secret cd..
u stil remember we plan to watch..
but fail to do so..
sorry..
thx for loving..
but i hope u get a new n better gf soon..
=)..
i wish u all da best in ur spm..
u can de..

17 okt

17 okt bday gurl..!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH ER..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIAN YER..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
not yet 12 so not yet past lar..
hehe..
stil sempat..
haha..

today..
i juz bac from cameron..
so so tired..
fall sick sumore..
haiz..
sien betul..
go holiday sumore fall sick..
tomolo muz work sumore..
iskh..!
dun noe wat to post edi lar..
bel n lee yee sumore tag tag tag..
haha..
update edi lor..

11.10.2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI LIANG...
MAY ALL UR WISH COME TRUE YA..
=)..
SMILE ALWAYS..
ALL THE BEST FOR U YA..


today at skol so sienz..
ntg to do..
everyone rushing to fill the ko ko book..
haha..
after tht i n wei do the puzzle..
n help by fren oso..
hehe..
do til so chi kek..
neck oso pain..
haha..
but goin finish d..
haha..
so happy..
hope vinkong lik it..
haha..

i today so so happy oso..
haha..
coz of sumthing..
haha..

sunday

today feel so tired..
tires lik hell..
coz over sleep..
haha..
=P..
2.30pm go work sumore..
so pek cek..
headache..
luckily after tht ok edi..
today journey ok nia lar..
ntg to say d..

tml exam!!!
sure die..
no study..
haha...

8/10/2007

today supost to be 7/10/2007...
tml i having exam..
so cant bloging..
so today write for tml..
hehe..

8/10/2006..
is a 'special day' ba..
for me lar..
coz sumthing had started to happen..
but it had end on 24/10/2007..

btw tht date..
sum memory i stil remember it..
n today mayb the last day to remember it..

08/10/2006 = start..
13/03/2007 = 1st ^*^..
03/04/2007 = his b'day..
04/04/2007 = 1st ^o^(L)..
03/07/2007 = 1st ^o^ing..
03/08/2007 = sweet day..
13/08/2007 = 1st (strawbery) 4 (n)..
06/09/2007 = 1st (strawbery) 4 (w)..
24/09/2007 = ending..

other then the date..
hav lot bitter journey..
n sweet journey..
we had go through..
but there r no good ending for it..
a evil way had ended this journey..

mayb it should'nt start it..
but still had make a c2p choice..

sorry for wat i had did wrong..
thanks for giving wat u can..
=)..
i will not 4get this memory..
although it make me suffer..
but i still wil keep it..
bcoz i really love *a*l*i*e*n*

everything is juz lik a dream..
but sumthing cant b end..
=)..

~thursday~

today so sienz..
haiz..
go parent fren hse..
then go work..
so tired..
but reach home d no sien..
haha..
weird weird..

mayb lazy liao..
haha..
say til lazy..
i teringat sumone..
haha..
today juz talk wif him..
so long din talk wif him liao..
he told me tht he bcome lazy liao..
sms oso lazy..
work oso lazy wan to do..
haha..
but we so long din talk to each other d..
i stil remember last time we always chat..
always talk to each other..
no c b4..
but we lik couple nia..
but not couple..
haiz..
so miss tht time..
hiaz..
y i so bodoh wan..
>_<
now wan to rapat wif him oso hard...
so sad...

kt..
hope can treat me lik last time..
>_<
i noe is impossible..
but hope 'qi ji' wil come...
haha..

me siao liao..
haha...
=P..

~3/10/2007~

today so sienz..
ntg to do..
juz tuition..
help mum..
n mapling..
n bath..
n eat..
n lye on bed..
ntg to do other then tht..

today akaun class so full..
feel so warm at there..
everytime oso cool..
but today so warm..
mayb too many ppl ba..
the 'siao hua' come akaun class oso..
so weird lar..
saw her d oso think bac the mon class thing..
so sia sui..
luckily oni got 2 guy..
if not damn sia sui ler..
haiz..
memalukan our gurl de face nia..
nvm..
4get it..
大是爱，骂是疼。
>_<
the guy pulak today talk til so laod..
lik ppl dun noe they r in the class..
swt..
mayb got leng lui ba..
=P..

til here then..
sienz..