sadness

mum effect..
i dunnoe wat i had done..
juz tht i hate it so much..
wat a bad cny..
she said sumthing to my youngest sis..
n yet my thing are the most..
haiz..
i hate it lotz..!!!
i hope to end form6 life faster..
so i can do my thing freely..
earn money n do my thing..
now is not the time for me to do thing freely....
as if i am stil a student..
i am sure she talk bad bout me lotz..
but the fact is i hate the job..
i have do it for many years..
n i am bored wif it..!!
i wan to b lik wat other done..
juz b stupid n do less...
n they can past their life so freely..!!
wat a bullshit life..
plz lar..
i nvr c other's M telling those hurt word to their daughter..
wat study so much oso useless...
then follow ur footstep is the smartest..?
everytime say giving us chances to choose other thing..
but stil blaming us tht dun wanna follow her foot step..
i really dunno how to pour my feeling..
oni can pour through my blog..
i hope can get better job next time..
earn more $$$...
n dun let other look down on me..
coz M is the 1st person who look down on me..
last time say my sis..
now my turn..
wat a gud ppl she is...
speechless...
X_X