~The Day of May~

hahaha...
the month tht having many baby birthday...~
include ME..~
this year birthday is nice..
my darling celebrate wif me...
n oso FRIENDs..~

11 MAY 2011...
we went n eat western food..~
haha..
i get 2 necklace..
1 from my darling...
another 1 from Lap Sap group..~
love it..~

12 MAY 2011..
the second day..!
the 3rd n 4th present arrived..~
from WONG VIN KONG..~
love the present too..~
he gav me the thg i mention..~
haha...
so gud..
but make me so shy...
thanks again for da water proof camera n spoon & chopstick set..~

13 MAY 2011...
3rd day..~
my convent preety bestie gav me supprise..
tot was celebrate yun chin bday..
end up i gt supprise..!
=P
they silently put the present at my car door thr...
haha...
love it too..~
is a red angry bird n a lil chick..~
hahaha...
my sis lover...
but too bad is mine..
the chick is the 1 i lost it last 2 year...
so the present is meaningfull...~

many ppl wish me...!
i would lik to thanks all of U...
but i dun wan mention..
coz i scared less mention... ^x^
no matter late o early i will still accept..
=)
<3

not 4getable...
11 May 2011 is oso i togather wif darling 20 month d..~
so happy..~
i am happy to b taurus baby..~

lets bac to normal...
mum n dad went penang wif fren on fri..
3 of us stay at home...

14 May wasnt a gud day for me..~
at nite after dinner...
me n sam went setia alam..
end up my car die after i get parking...~

so sad.. but nvm..
elly com rescue us...
so scared...~

ltr on we change car n go for movie..
Fast Furious 5..
love the movie...
the car was so yeng...~
The Rock now was so FIT edi...~
nice movie..
=)

k lar..
blank mind...
will b update sooner o later..~

BACkIE~

so long din post blog edi..
since my darling work n earn money..
i jiu come post post blog lar...

after STPM jiu busy busy busy..!
then jiu take result..!
counted not bad result i got..
i nvr regret of taking the result..~
haha..

time flies~
many friends bcome a group of besties..~
we always hang out..

we go many places..
enjoying a lotz..!
haha...

err..
talk bout me n my darling lar..
i feel talk bout it....
my darling so strong wan..
even he lost ''sumthing''..
but he stil busy earn money...
bcoz he wan to full fill me words..!
tht is ''he EARN i SPEND..~
so nice wan....
but this few days i keep throw temper to him..
but i felt he had change alot..
he change to a better man..!
he nvr throw bac temper lik last time...
he will silently hug me..
comfort me...!
few days bac...
i dunnoe y, i juz cry out....
he comfort me wif his warmest hug..
I LIKE THE WAY HE HUG & ^*^ me..!

but today i feel so jealous..!
i go pasar malam alone..~
when i c couples i feel so jealous..!
>_<

ytd darling giv me many many kisses..
coz 5days no meet..
so he giv me earlier..
how sweet..!
hahahahahahahaha..!

and and and..~
i start working jor..
the job not bad...
i quite love it..
haha..
my salary i oni take less than 20%...
other go to my parents..
is lik tht wan lar..
haha...

this week whole week working..
but bcoz of money..
need to do so lar..!

hahaha....
i cant wait next week to come..!
1st, ofcoz wanna meet my darling..!
2nd, hang out wif my ''the so called buddies'' ladies keluar..!
so nice...
time fly fly fly..~

need to go sleep d..
gudnitezz~
<3

weirdie...!

i feel so weird..
many thing happen juz lik a blink...

oni in a weeks...!
the ''prince'' chat wif me through fb..
he stil so gud..
we remain so gud..
but i oni can treat him lik a bro to me..
his concern oni can b a bro concern...
coz i am happy n dun wan thk so much..
i cnt live in dreamland..!
bcoz i got a lovely darling...
=)


the scary person appear again in fb...
he added me..
n i dunnoe how to avoid..
so i juz add him...
i really scared to let him noe everything go on bout me..
i dunnoe my decision is rite or wrong..
haiz..
but nvm...
at last i choose not to let him b my friend nemore..
bcoz he hurt me deeply...!

i got my darling to protect me...!!
my darling is an iron man..!!!

actually..
i am mad at my darling..
but he involve in accident today...
i am worry bout him...
i feel so guilty..
coz he involve in accident bcoz of me..!!!
haiz...
so sad...
he dun wan me worry...
so he did'nt inform me early..
but luckily i msg him..
he told me...!
i dump my frens..
so sorry FRIENDS (LEE YEE, KYALIN, API, FION)...!
since guilty...
i bring him go c doc..
late nite go kacau the bone doc...
then go home wipe blood..
reclean his wound..!
b his maid..
but i am happy for it..
coz I LOVE MY DARLING...!
ofcoz he love me too..!!!
he always b responsible on his daily thg..
he care bout my hunger..
he care everything bout me..!
when i saw his wound..
i really feel hurt too..!!!
bcoz of me..!
he injured badly...
luckily he got me.!
hahahahaha..
i help him & he help me...
whenever we face problem...
i hope we can continue need each other for the rest of our life..!

SIU WEN BAO BEI LOVE KAI JUN DARLING LOTZ..!

sleeping time..
gudnnite..!

everything and everything..

tik tok tik tok..!
time run fast..
stpm is nearer..
i feel ntg..
no nervous at all..
mayb i keep facing problem..
until i got no feeling d...

i am stress of other thing..
not STPM..!!

trial mark is out..
left 1 more subject..
i feel saisfied ba..
but another unknown mark subject..
i hav feeling it will fail..
so sad..
i almost to my aim..
but haiz..

i am tired to go skol..
i feel my energy is 10%..
duno wat i wan actually..
juz lik lifeless..

most of the time i am in moody mood..
wat really hurt mean..?
i should let my heart die for a period..
nobody understand me..
i cant get any care from any1..
really fed up..
i need travel..
i wan go relax..
go shop shop shop..!
if i got money i definitely wanna go taiwan or china..!
can go shop shop shop non stop..!
how nice..

my sis goin shanghai soon..
hehe..
so nice..

i need face exam lor..
haiz..
yawn yawn yawn*

i really worry sumthing..
but y i always worry myself..
nobody can understand my feeling..
not even 1..!

my whole body is ache..
juz lik an old lady oni..
haiz..

i really very very very TIRED..!
sumone cure me please..!

sumone say i look down ppl..
mayb i do...
but i tell thing straight forward..
i hate turning..
but HE dun understand..
is so hard to communicate..
i try so hard..
but the word really make me feel giving up everything..
y i muz do all thing to make myself so tired so lifeless..

i always ask myself a ques..
Y AM I SO KIND TO HELP PEOPLE BUT WHO HELP ME..?
Y END UP I GET IDIOTIC TREATS..
it really dun worth it..!
i dunnoe how to pur my feeling..
so i write out..
my blog is the best place for me to pour my feeling..
bcz i dun hav many reader..
(3

<3

confuse..!

i feel so confuse..
i feel the tiredness..
i hate it lotz..!

i cant understand wat is sincere wat is fake wat is acting...
people around us always keep changing..
without pointing others..
i changed too..!

1 thing never change is..
i hate BETRAYER..!
the feeling was'nt nice..
the ppl always try to say sumthing indirect..
n i try to avoid..
i scared get hurt..
i get hurt..
i feel down..
but i stand strong to protect myself..
because it is my problem..
people can protect me..!
but i scared when i over depend on ppl..
the ppl wil hurt me or leave me anytime..!
i will get deeper hurt..!

i choose to remain silent..
because i feel i dun wan hurt ppl deep inside..
pour out is not a good way of solving problem..
because not everyone can take the pressure..
but please do not treat me lik a KID..!
i can sense the false n the true..

haiz...
since remain silent..
i get to know more evil thing..!
it make me have the stronger hate..!
please come infront of me n talk..!
if u dare enough..!
dun do so much of thing..
if not useful to me..!
i am who i am..!
i juz pity to the person u lie..!
congratz to u to hav so great person beside u..!
happy for u..!

u are not in my world anymore..!
i hate ppl who say different with it action..!
u r juz too stupid to do tht to me..
at last i get to understand many thing..
thx for giving me a good lesson..!

mie world wont interupt by other..
because mie is always strong enough to protect my world..!
n ofcourse my darling is with me when i have any problem..
love darling..~

sleepy~
gudnite..