~weird day~

today..
i sleep til quite late de o..
wake up then go eat..
indian food..
omg..
eat edi terus not feeling well..
haiz..
dun i do wat oso..
headache sumore stomach not well..
haiz..

who care...?
no1 care bout it..
then i go tuition at 2.30pm..
today go tuition juz go play scrable lor..
i feel so shy o..
1 gurl n 2 guy..
we r so quiet o..
playing game using our brain..
=P..
actually not..!
we r pai seh..
another group very geng wan..
2 gurl n 1 teacher..
so noisy wan..
getting to hate 1 of tht gurl..
=P..
dun noe y..
4.30pm finish..
come bac giv mum scold i walk so slow to the car...
haiz..

go mum shop..
a while terus go vormit..
really not feeling well..
bluek...
omg!!..
haiz..

who care bout me..?
haiz...

juz now 9 sumthing..
K.T. msg..
he so long din msg me edi..
i feel so shy to msg if him lor..
so long din msg him edi..
but he still remember me..
haiz..
i din mag him coz i got bf edi..
dun nnoe how to talk to him ma..
he last time so care me..
haiz..
but now he oso care me de lar..
after saw a msg he call me n ask y edi..
haiz..
i really shy n dun noe how to explain..
he ask me y i so shy to talk edi..
haiz..
K.T...
coz i shy to tell u bout my thing edi..
i not last time u noe de siu wen anymore..
haiz..

who can really understand me..?
haiz..
thx for msg me lor..
thx for remember me..
i got feeling tht u dun wan to choy me anymore..
haiz..
hope u wont lor..
=)..

i hav sum problem wif my dear..
haiz..
i really dun hope it happen again..
y muz lik tht o..
dear..
sayang me more can ma..?
giv me sum protection can ma..
u make me feel lik i am ur beban oni..
haiz..
u always say u b wif me u r happy..
izit really true..?
haiz..
i dun think it..

if u really dun wan to suffer..
u may ask me to let go..
i will let u go..
i dun wan make ppl suffer..
coz got many gurlz out there..
i noe..
or mayb we should giv ourself a chance..
haiz..
how can i tell u ler..?
haiz..

today till here ba...
~wen~

very sad day..~

today journey..
i sleep til 11 sumthing oni wake up lor..
haiz...
then go mum shop work..
got 1 customer very funny wan..
she talk very straight wan..
but weird weird wan..
dun noe how to describe..
coz no mood to describe..
haiz..

then 4pm..
go tuition..
science class..
i ter boom li may lor..
haiz..
i does'nt mean it lor..
but wat to do..
i edi boom..
but got ppl help her to bully me bac lor..
nvm..
i sabar..
coz ntg oso..

then 5.30pm..
continue add math..
i feel i am so slow..
do every question oso slow..
dun noe y..
brain no function..
haiz..

till now..
haiz..
so sad..
i am so tired wif it..
muz c mum n dear side..
haiz..
really tired wif it..
can plz tolak ansur wif me..?
haiz..

argue wif dear today..
haiz..
y muz it b lik tht..
haiz..
i wan c u ar..
but i cant go out..
when this problem come to me..
i always think many thing..
i think to let u go..
but i scared..
haiz..
wat can i do..
who can help me..?
haiz...
no mood to continue edi..
really very tired edi..

~wen~

SAD~

y i choose this way..?
haiz..
so sad..
i had in love wif sumone i should'nt in love wif..
y ler..?
y can giv me sum freedome..
izit my life is..
work..!
tuition..!
sleep..!
eat..!
study..!
do house work..!
izit..?
haiz..
i juz wan a bit more freedome de life oso canot ma..?
y muz it b lik tht..
wat i do..
haiz..
i edi try to do my best edi..
y still canot ma..?
haiz..
i cant go out..
he come find me..
y cant ler..?
haiz..
i din do over it ar..
y muz treat me till lik tht..
haiz..
i dun like it..
do wrong always scold..?
do rite keep silent n cool..?
y cant juz make me happy..?
i edi try my best to control myself..
y i am still so sad everytime..
who really understand me..?
who can really let me tell out..
haiz...

y i fall in love wif a person tht i should'nt..
haiz..
my parent almost noe it edi..
wat can i do..?
haiz..
really sienz wif my life edi..
my dad told me tht my mum dun like i got a fren lik tht..
sumore is m****..
haiz..
y....?
wat should i do..

为 什 么 爱 情 那 么 'fu zha'...
haiz..

moody day...

everyday thing happen..
today sumthing was happen..
it was a sad day..
yesterday was happy..
does'nt mean today wil b happy..
haiz..
i thought ntg will happen..
but it seem worst..

my dad today tell me sumthing tht i feel so sad..
y muz it b lik tht..
haiz..
feel so sad...
sobs..
so moody..

today do anything oso no gud..
keep do sumthing make ppl bo song..
haiz..
really suey...
mayb coz i heard wat my dad say..
haiz..
y muz it b lik tht..
haiz..

charm betul...
i dun hope it will happen..
haiz..

i love my dear lor..
haiz..

who can understand leh..?

mayb it is c2p thing..
haiz..
sienz..
moody..

bored sat >_<

haiz..
today so charm..
wake up so early..
dun noe 4 wat..
sumore need get scold..
but nvm lor..
i bathing cant hear anything..
haha..
my sis sumore tell me tht my mum scold til so kau lat..
haha..
i tell her i din hear anything..
haha..
she kena boom..
haha..
my mum always wan us to wake early..
i think sunday can sleep late a bit..
haha..
now is late lor..
12.15am d..

tml need work oso..
haiz..
my holiday damn boring wan..
haiz..
luckily got go cameron..
stil nice..
i got lot lot thing to do..
but i din do it..
haiz..
i goin die soon..

so fast 1 week finish liao..
stil left 1 week..
i feel time past very very fast..
i hope it past slower..
but it is impossible..

today i very happy lor..
i can c my dear..
he always bully me..
but he oso very sayang me lor..
dun noe i lucky or he lucky..
luckily my parent din scold me..
n he got call my parent..
i hope he can always respect my parent n his parent..
this is the most important basic..
=)..


~friday~

yesterday is friday..
sumthing weird happen..
i go addmath tuition..
but it was off..
i was'nt noe it..
i go there n my mum left edi..
then oni i noe..
swt betul..
luckily my mum not far from me..
haha..

after tht i try to cal mr.prasad..
i oni remember the last wrod he say..
tht is= ''my wife oso gone edi..''
wat this mean..?
i am so blur wif this word..
i hope not bad thing..
but he was laughing..
wat mean ler..?
haiz..
i english really poor..
dun noe i hear wrong or i dun understand..

i getting more siao edi..
haha..
keep on talk to myself n laugh wif myself..
sumtime even laugh suddenly..
izit am sumthing wrong edi..?
haha..
i pu tak tau..
hope not lor..
hehe..

too late edi..
to b continue..