10th aug already..~

last post was thinking when i will study..~
this post was..~
i will b further study soon..~
the buddy goin to separate in physically..~
not in heart ofcourse..~

i get offer from umskal for international finance..~
my parent allow me to further up..~
so nice..~
darling oso support..~
i am happy to get this course..~
my further start to light up..
although its not very bright..~
the journey goin start on 5th sept 2010...

sumtime when i thk but goin so far i feel sad..~
but i stil excited bout it..~
hehe..~
time past fast.~
next week will b my last week of working at MQ Management..~
i will start enjoy n enjoy b4 goin sabah..~

my holiday plan works..~
tht is PENANG makan trip..~
coz my parent wanna bring me thr..~
wif darling ofcoz..~
friend jiu...~
not sure yet..~
big big smile.. (3

my thing had prepare til 5566 jor..~
now need pray hard for ptptn loan successfully get oni..~
then i wont burden my parent..~
*really pray hard i can get..*

tik tik tik..~
time past faster as ussually i hope to..~
haha..
coz working was so tiring..
i go office not to work..
but to play games...~ >_<
i thk vr fast will come to 5th sept...
the most heavy hearted day comes..~
will b update bout university preparation soon..

rushing to go sleep..~
gudnitez..~ (3

Time dont wait for human..~

tick tick tick..~
time fly really fast..
middle of the july already..~

the day always rush rush rush goin end..
i really hope i can go for trip..~
praying hard i can go..~
i wish to go trip wif my darling n friends...~

so long dint blog really dun noe wat to post..~ >_<

everybody turn 20th very fast...~
charm charm..
getting old n old...
i hope my life will b a good life...

my darling still very concern about me,..
he still so busy lik normal..
but he nvr 4get me..~
coz we r important to each other..

wish all the couple r sweet as well..~
i lik to c ppl sweet-ing wif their couple..
no jealous...
haha...
coz my darling is super duper sweet wif me too..~
=P

when will i starrt study again..? >_<
a tough question...~
when ar..?

to be continue..~

~The Day of May~

hahaha...
the month tht having many baby birthday...~
include ME..~
this year birthday is nice..
my darling celebrate wif me...
n oso FRIENDs..~

11 MAY 2011...
we went n eat western food..~
haha..
i get 2 necklace..
1 from my darling...
another 1 from Lap Sap group..~
love it..~

12 MAY 2011..
the second day..!
the 3rd n 4th present arrived..~
from WONG VIN KONG..~
love the present too..~
he gav me the thg i mention..~
haha...
so gud..
but make me so shy...
thanks again for da water proof camera n spoon & chopstick set..~

13 MAY 2011...
3rd day..~
my convent preety bestie gav me supprise..
tot was celebrate yun chin bday..
end up i gt supprise..!
=P
they silently put the present at my car door thr...
haha...
love it too..~
is a red angry bird n a lil chick..~
hahaha...
my sis lover...
but too bad is mine..
the chick is the 1 i lost it last 2 year...
so the present is meaningfull...~

many ppl wish me...!
i would lik to thanks all of U...
but i dun wan mention..
coz i scared less mention... ^x^
no matter late o early i will still accept..
=)
<3

not 4getable...
11 May 2011 is oso i togather wif darling 20 month d..~
so happy..~
i am happy to b taurus baby..~

lets bac to normal...
mum n dad went penang wif fren on fri..
3 of us stay at home...

14 May wasnt a gud day for me..~
at nite after dinner...
me n sam went setia alam..
end up my car die after i get parking...~

so sad.. but nvm..
elly com rescue us...
so scared...~

ltr on we change car n go for movie..
Fast Furious 5..
love the movie...
the car was so yeng...~
The Rock now was so FIT edi...~
nice movie..
=)

k lar..
blank mind...
will b update sooner o later..~

BACkIE~

so long din post blog edi..
since my darling work n earn money..
i jiu come post post blog lar...

after STPM jiu busy busy busy..!
then jiu take result..!
counted not bad result i got..
i nvr regret of taking the result..~
haha..

time flies~
many friends bcome a group of besties..~
we always hang out..

we go many places..
enjoying a lotz..!
haha...

err..
talk bout me n my darling lar..
i feel talk bout it....
my darling so strong wan..
even he lost ''sumthing''..
but he stil busy earn money...
bcoz he wan to full fill me words..!
tht is ''he EARN i SPEND..~
so nice wan....
but this few days i keep throw temper to him..
but i felt he had change alot..
he change to a better man..!
he nvr throw bac temper lik last time...
he will silently hug me..
comfort me...!
few days bac...
i dunnoe y, i juz cry out....
he comfort me wif his warmest hug..
I LIKE THE WAY HE HUG & ^*^ me..!

but today i feel so jealous..!
i go pasar malam alone..~
when i c couples i feel so jealous..!
>_<

ytd darling giv me many many kisses..
coz 5days no meet..
so he giv me earlier..
how sweet..!
hahahahahahahaha..!

and and and..~
i start working jor..
the job not bad...
i quite love it..
haha..
my salary i oni take less than 20%...
other go to my parents..
is lik tht wan lar..
haha...

this week whole week working..
but bcoz of money..
need to do so lar..!

hahaha....
i cant wait next week to come..!
1st, ofcoz wanna meet my darling..!
2nd, hang out wif my ''the so called buddies'' ladies keluar..!
so nice...
time fly fly fly..~

need to go sleep d..
gudnitezz~
<3

weirdie...!

i feel so weird..
many thing happen juz lik a blink...

oni in a weeks...!
the ''prince'' chat wif me through fb..
he stil so gud..
we remain so gud..
but i oni can treat him lik a bro to me..
his concern oni can b a bro concern...
coz i am happy n dun wan thk so much..
i cnt live in dreamland..!
bcoz i got a lovely darling...
=)


the scary person appear again in fb...
he added me..
n i dunnoe how to avoid..
so i juz add him...
i really scared to let him noe everything go on bout me..
i dunnoe my decision is rite or wrong..
haiz..
but nvm...
at last i choose not to let him b my friend nemore..
bcoz he hurt me deeply...!

i got my darling to protect me...!!
my darling is an iron man..!!!

actually..
i am mad at my darling..
but he involve in accident today...
i am worry bout him...
i feel so guilty..
coz he involve in accident bcoz of me..!!!
haiz...
so sad...
he dun wan me worry...
so he did'nt inform me early..
but luckily i msg him..
he told me...!
i dump my frens..
so sorry FRIENDS (LEE YEE, KYALIN, API, FION)...!
since guilty...
i bring him go c doc..
late nite go kacau the bone doc...
then go home wipe blood..
reclean his wound..!
b his maid..
but i am happy for it..
coz I LOVE MY DARLING...!
ofcoz he love me too..!!!
he always b responsible on his daily thg..
he care bout my hunger..
he care everything bout me..!
when i saw his wound..
i really feel hurt too..!!!
bcoz of me..!
he injured badly...
luckily he got me.!
hahahahaha..
i help him & he help me...
whenever we face problem...
i hope we can continue need each other for the rest of our life..!

SIU WEN BAO BEI LOVE KAI JUN DARLING LOTZ..!

sleeping time..
gudnnite..!

everything and everything..

tik tok tik tok..!
time run fast..
stpm is nearer..
i feel ntg..
no nervous at all..
mayb i keep facing problem..
until i got no feeling d...

i am stress of other thing..
not STPM..!!

trial mark is out..
left 1 more subject..
i feel saisfied ba..
but another unknown mark subject..
i hav feeling it will fail..
so sad..
i almost to my aim..
but haiz..

i am tired to go skol..
i feel my energy is 10%..
duno wat i wan actually..
juz lik lifeless..

most of the time i am in moody mood..
wat really hurt mean..?
i should let my heart die for a period..
nobody understand me..
i cant get any care from any1..
really fed up..
i need travel..
i wan go relax..
go shop shop shop..!
if i got money i definitely wanna go taiwan or china..!
can go shop shop shop non stop..!
how nice..

my sis goin shanghai soon..
hehe..
so nice..

i need face exam lor..
haiz..
yawn yawn yawn*

i really worry sumthing..
but y i always worry myself..
nobody can understand my feeling..
not even 1..!

my whole body is ache..
juz lik an old lady oni..
haiz..

i really very very very TIRED..!
sumone cure me please..!

sumone say i look down ppl..
mayb i do...
but i tell thing straight forward..
i hate turning..
but HE dun understand..
is so hard to communicate..
i try so hard..
but the word really make me feel giving up everything..
y i muz do all thing to make myself so tired so lifeless..

i always ask myself a ques..
Y AM I SO KIND TO HELP PEOPLE BUT WHO HELP ME..?
Y END UP I GET IDIOTIC TREATS..
it really dun worth it..!
i dunnoe how to pur my feeling..
so i write out..
my blog is the best place for me to pour my feeling..
bcz i dun hav many reader..
(3

<3

confuse..!

i feel so confuse..
i feel the tiredness..
i hate it lotz..!

i cant understand wat is sincere wat is fake wat is acting...
people around us always keep changing..
without pointing others..
i changed too..!

1 thing never change is..
i hate BETRAYER..!
the feeling was'nt nice..
the ppl always try to say sumthing indirect..
n i try to avoid..
i scared get hurt..
i get hurt..
i feel down..
but i stand strong to protect myself..
because it is my problem..
people can protect me..!
but i scared when i over depend on ppl..
the ppl wil hurt me or leave me anytime..!
i will get deeper hurt..!

i choose to remain silent..
because i feel i dun wan hurt ppl deep inside..
pour out is not a good way of solving problem..
because not everyone can take the pressure..
but please do not treat me lik a KID..!
i can sense the false n the true..

haiz...
since remain silent..
i get to know more evil thing..!
it make me have the stronger hate..!
please come infront of me n talk..!
if u dare enough..!
dun do so much of thing..
if not useful to me..!
i am who i am..!
i juz pity to the person u lie..!
congratz to u to hav so great person beside u..!
happy for u..!

u are not in my world anymore..!
i hate ppl who say different with it action..!
u r juz too stupid to do tht to me..
at last i get to understand many thing..
thx for giving me a good lesson..!

mie world wont interupt by other..
because mie is always strong enough to protect my world..!
n ofcourse my darling is with me when i have any problem..
love darling..~

sleepy~
gudnite..

...>_<...

i getting weaker n weaker..
i've been control by my feelings...
i have a scary dream last nite..
i wake suddenly..
then i read my msg..
it make my tear roll down non stop..
i cant sleep bac..
is so torture me..
i really get into it very deep..
i cant let it go..
anyhow i still face it wif my confident..
i tel out everything..
i really break down..
nobody can understand it..
i had been influence by those fb notes..
the ending was so sad..
sumtime i can read wif tears..
i scared myself wil b lik tht..
so for safe i choose to tell out..
this is type of letting sumone to understand us..
we can communicate..
anytime n anywhere..
we talk to each other our thing..
so together we solve the problem..
lotz changes i can c..
mayb i too ''yi lai'' him..
until i too care every action he done to me..
but this can make him noe i care him..
i too need him d..
he very ''yi lai'' me oso..
i feel happy for it..
bcoz i nvr have this strong feel b4..
although i fall in love b4..
he is the 1 can make me go crazy..
i can b myself infront of him..
sumtime i really wan stick wif him..
but sumtime thr is time we will get mad..
this is the time we tighten our relationship..
i really appreciate how my darling treat me..
i hope he also appreciate..
i really wish both of us can continue the rest of the journey..
(3

btw..
few days past..
wei li leave a msg..
but too bad..
i did'nt reply him..
coz i was bathing..
once i reply..
he go off9 d..
unbelievable he wil msg me..
so long din saw him appear here..
anyhow i wanna wish him can find a good 1..
all the best ya.. =)

<3

happy anniversary..!

( please dont read if u hate my sweet memories..~)

~10 sept 2010 & 11 sept 2010~

mie n darling go piramid for some celebration...
is a day earlier..
bcoz darling n i busy on 11 sept..
but we stil meet on 11 sept..
coz darling overnight at mie hse..
we go shop shop..
go eat eat..
go snap snap..
many thing darling cant eat...
coz of his wound..
pity him...
food tht he wanted to eat but he couldnt eat..
i am the one who eat for him..
muahahaha...
=P
can c cannot eat..
although is few hour..
but i appreciate wif it..
coz darling is tired...
need work sumore need accompany me..
hehe..
so bad de mie..~

~PICTURE TIME~

we go snap ''da tou tie''~

mie see the pic we took~

darling drink my honey dew~
he says'' i dun lik honey dew''
but still drink lotz..! =P

mie with my meal~

darling with his meal~

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the black background~

pinky background..
mie love the most~

purple background..~
mie love it too..~

the mini size wan~

after all i still wan to write sumting..
time fly very fast..~
without knowing it we already together for 1 year..
from unknown to friends..
from friend to closer friend..
from closer friend till now wat we r..~

darling is gud to mie..
coz everytime we argue..
he is the 1 who apologize..
he sacrisfied lotz for me..
he do many thing for me..
he deliver food for me when i am hungry..
he accompany me when ever i need him..
he comfort me..
he spend me where ever we go..
he noe i dun have much money..
he wil giv me money to spend..
we always there for each other..
i feel happy to be with him..
coz nobody try to spoilt our relationship..
even there is..
i think i stil hav confident tht he wont change heart easily..
he stil hav his temper..
but i accept it..
coz most of the time..
i am the one who throw temper to him..
i rely on him too much..
hoping to rely him continuous until both of us willing to put a full stop on it..
=)

siu wen bao bei love kai jun darling.. <3

30 august 2010

a day b4 merdeka...
i dun hav merdeka feel..
dunnoe y..

btw...
on sat..
my darling got injured...
leg got many big wounds...
is pain..
i can feel it...
but i cant cure it..
feel so bad...
luckily can care him...
c him oi oi sweetly...
i feel better...

but..
today n tml he wil work lik robot..
sobs..
i wil left out alone..
eli goin genting..
small sis n parent dunnoe wan go whr..
haiz...
saddie nyer..!!!

tml is malaysia birthday..
is few of my fren birthday...
so lucky wan..
they r SARAH n ANGEL...
=)

tml mummy say off..!!
i hope i got car to go lepak lepak..!

miss darling so much....~

11 august 2010

hehe..
a special day for me..
bcoz it is the 11 month...
i together wif my darling..
hehe...

i am so so so happy...
darling make breakfast for me..
too bad i cnt take pic..
got smile face de..
hehe..
luckily darling remember..
everytime i remember..
but this month i accidentally 4got..
hehe..
nvm...
this mean darling tae it serious..
=P

love darling..~

so long din post blog...
sinc i update..
then i wanna burst out sumthing..
sumtime i feel tired to be mysellf...
but thr r ppl who cheer me up...

but i really dun feel gud after time past n past...
coz i feel thr is friendship betray...
i feel tht so much..
mayb i take it too serious...
i thk i should trust ''him/her''...
so i start to nt pay much attenntion nemore..
i feel is more then enough..

even i not tht smart..
i dun lik being betray...
i already put a full stop already..
so u r not allow to betray me..
coz i n u is different world de ppl....!
i dun interupt u..
so u dun interupt me..
tht all..
u deserve wat u hav...
plz appreciate...

coz from beginning i giv lotz advise..
but after all...
my word is juz lik shit to u..
so i wont giv any comment nor advise...
=)
plz dun cross my place anymore....!!!!

weekend..~

a super tired weekend..

ytd i went bon odori wif frens.!!!
i cant get bac the 1st time i went thr de feeling..
i feel so boring..
i thk i wouldnt wan to go nemore...

errrr...
i would lik to apologize to my friends...
coz i nvr follow them go makan..
n i bring yy n nan to ss2..
seem lik torture them..
so sorry..
no next time nemore..

i wanted to go murni so much...
but i make everyone so tired...
so sorry..

i try my best to bac home fast...
i use 27minutes to reach yy home....
from ss2..
haha..
i break my record..
i nvr speed up so fast b4..
muahaha..

the scary wan..
got motor chase me..
everyone close eye..
but i wake thm up..
sorry nerh..!!
mie scared scared....

again i say sorry to friends..~

mayb i had make people mad..
mayb i didnt..
mayb people make me mad..
mayb no one make me mad..

anyways..
thr stil gap..!
i dunnoe how to tell out..
people who misunderstand me can stand out n let me noe..
mayb u can dare urself to talk to me..

tired of it..
i really so tired...
what should i do..?
nobody understand mie..
i dont ask much...
but nvr force me..!!
i dont lik to do thing i hate..!

darling birthday~

KAI JUN DARLING BIRTHDAY..~

i celebrate wif darling at 12am++..

i am the 1st 1 who celebrate wif darling..

stil enjoy eating although is already midnight..

THE FRIDAY NIGHT..~

we go station 1 to celebrate darling birthday wif his fren...

friends:-

tzay,

lun,

winson,

yeoh,

wei hao,

ming hui,

chuan he,

chuan de...

the night time..

over 12am d..

10/7/2010

darling friend is late..

but nvm...

they stil manage to come..

so good..

the chicken little cake..!

i order wan..!

haha..

darling n his friend seem to lik the cake..

i choose correctly..!
=P

mie n darling...!

saddie..~

but this time i really cant accept d..
i burst out...
luckily there is stil understanding..

mie feel so sad today..

but i over come it..

at last i tell out..

i feel better now..

i am a very very ''xiao qi'' de girl..

so i easily jealous..

i thk i change a lot to not so jealous..

there is no end problem for every couple..
is juz how to solve..

everytime we face problem..
we wil communicate wif each other..
this is y we dun face big arguement...
we try to comfort each other..
this is the ''give n take'' btw us..

i hoping our relationship getting stronger n stronger..

another story to b shared~
sumtime i really dun understand sum girl attitude..
y dun juz give the boy face outside..
n screw them up inside..?
i dunnoe is the girl or the boy unlucky...
to advise the girls..
please be more smart..
give face to ur boyfriend when u r outing wif him n his fren..
anything juz screw them up at home or inside room..
hehe......
=P
they will learn a lesson after all..

cutie pie..~

the both yan..~

mie n yan~

the pro acting..~

the cute evil yan..~

actually suit her shirt pose.. =P

edited..~

mie edit..

nice pose...

mou mou birthday supprise..!

here sum picture..

should b 9 ppl.. but yy fetch wen teng bac..


the girls..!

2 ''ji dan gao''

mie & darling..~

the outing with darling..~

during the holidays..

we plan to go out..

at last i dare myself to drive to pyramid..

i can do it..!

we went full hse for our dinner..!

darling food..~

the cupcake~

being destroy by 2 of us..~

the nice view..~

my food..~

our drink...~

A day past jz lik a second..

12 of june edi..
Darling treat mie so gud today..
I satisfied wif it..
Tuition whole day make mie tired..
Bt darling bring me go buy tml a fren bday present..
Buy singlet 4 darling..
We eat ice cream n cake to celebrate..
A happy day 4 me..
Hehe.. :-D

time fly so fast..!

(is not suitable to read for those who dun lik me....)

time fly really really fast..!
my blog dead almost a month..
haha.. i lazy update..
wat to do..
now ia holidays..
but seem no holidays..
so sad..
after holiday still need to exam again..
but thinking of form6 life ending soon..
i feel happy ler..
i up 1 level again..
hehe..

btw..
i keep think of our meeting..
3N 9 classmate de agreement..
it seem excited..
is the other feel it..?
i keep remind myself of this date..
coz is so so hard for us to meet up again..
waiting n waiting.. time fly very fast...

fly n fly n fly..
me n darling come to the 9 months anniversary...
so happy..
dunoe my darling remember o nt..
~11 june 2010~
but i thk he remember de..
coz we do care for each other..
we need each other lotz..
sumtime we argue sumtime we enjoy life together...
yet still got many many thing need to go through..
i hope it will go through continuesly..
i wish my hope will come true..
i love to b wif him..
he is the 1 tht comfort me for every single thing..
n the happy thing is..
my parent nvr disagree..
so tht i can proudly announce..
my boyfriend is a caring guy for me till now..
loyal..?
i dun dare to voice out..
guy change heart easily..
muahaha...

overall..
i still love darling..
bao bei love darling..~

Happy birthday to mie..

A happy day..
Bt it bcome a sad day.. Haiz..

Anyway..
I stil wan thx my frens..
My parent..
Ofcoz my darling too..
I get many thing from them..

A monkey massage from classmate..
A hp w995 from dad n mum..
A cake n diy ice cream from darling..
Thanks lotz..
Hehe..

happy birthday

happy birthday to myself..!!
hehe..
the most happy birthday i ever had..

my parent bought me a W995..
i love it..!

my fren wil giv me supprise..
n we go outing..
go mamak for breakfast n lunch..
then aeon for lepaking..
haha..

happy..!

btw..
i wanna wish WEN TENG happy birthday..
bcoz she same bday wif me..
hehe..
1st time..
n so lucky she is my classmate..
=)

thx to everyone for the wishes..
i appreciate it..!

love <3