tiring..~

sobs..
my darling injured..!!!
tht little finge of his hand..
haiz..
i worry him so so much..
sumore a day b4 muet real exam injured..
so sad...
he sit exam wif painful feeling..
haiz..
i couldnt help him..

after exam..
we actually planning to hav a gud day..
but sum weird ppl came n destroy everything..
make my darling suffering for longer time..
n wasting his tiring time..!

tht time i really worry him a lotz..!
luckily he is strong enough..
=)
mie love... <3

then i hav to b his maid..
when at hospital lor..
>_<

i am tired..
so today i woke up n say i dun wan go skol..!
haha..
funny..
today accompany darling the longest time..
but i lik siao oni..
go visit..
then go fetch sis..
go visit again..
then go tt..

at last my darling go home d..!!
hehe...
=)

but i miss him so much..!
haiz..

confusing..~

i feel so confusing..
i wan to burst it..
haha...
i am allow to do so..
coz this is my world to vormit my everything..

i wondering what is betrayer...?
what is true friend..?
actually both type of ppl is almost the same..
true friend do not tel true thing..
while betrayer always talk sumthing bad..
juz not infront of the victim..
rite.?

i always remember every single thing...
so i dun hope to b a betrayer...
i try my very best to keep my promise..?
do everyone keep their promise..?
sum might yes..
sum might no..
i predict it will happen to me..
=)
i nvr feel sad..
coz i nvr betray the person i had pormise..

i nvr mention who..
i nvr mean to whom..
if u feel u betray sumone..
then dun try to ask one to promise not to betray u or broke ur heart..

this is a challenge for everyone..
i learn to take it not too serious..
coz i wan to b more happy..
sad wil juz make me stress...
i think it is not worth..
coz there is much more thing for me to do..
=)

mie wil b happy always..
no kepo-ing other ppl thing..
if u believe me..
i would lik to b ur a lvl higher friend..
but if u dun lik me i wil nvr force u..
^-^

the sad n happy thing to shared..

mie is so unhappy today..
i hate ppl treat me this way..
i will make u feel badly..
to let u taste how u tortured me..!
i hate it seriously..!!!

let talk bout the happy thing..
9 of us + tse pei...
we went to mou hse..
we need to discuss our presenttation thing..
well..
exciting presentation we try to do..
hehe..
hope we can do well..!!
gambateh kudasai..!

tml Renjer got activities..
actually plan to b absent..
but mou say need to go..
she got baca ikrar..
so need to go lor..
mou force..
blek..!!
=P
time to leave the pc..
coz i haven take my dinner..!
tata...
gud nitez..

sunday..

so long din post blog d...
i very very very lazy..
even on9 oso lazy..
i today on9 the most long de lor..
haiz..
dunnoe y so lazy..
>_<

charm charm..
my result fell damn kao teruk..!
haiz..
april got exam again..
canot take it so nt serious d..
if not i wil b kill by my mum..!

haiz..
sumtime i really hate to live in this world..
but it is oni when my parent dun support..
otherwise i wont think of it..
coz pn.heng say..
we human should fight for survival..
nt simply die..

n my R&D presentation..
i my group get a topic about child abuse..
after reseach the info..
i feel i hav some of the symptom..
omg..!!

luckily i got my darling to support me..
everytime i am down he sure there for me..
this is y i need him...
i hope he can b the last 1 for me..
but will it come true..?
>_<
nvm..
i appreciate everything now..

today cant c darling..
coz he went out wif fren for vege dinner..
i dun reallly lik it..
so refuse to go..

c darling tml lor..
=)
haiz..
hw time..
chaoz.. update next time..